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Finally beginning to realize that in a relationship of any kind, at the end of the day, words don't mean ANYTHING. Oh well, that took me long enough but better late than never I guess.
 
So I messed up the sleeping cycle again and it's work tomorrow, eh... x__x Well, I guess it takes time to get it back to normal after months of unemployment.
 
Trying to think of a good name for a race of intelligent machines for a story I'm outlining and hope to eventually write.

Also it's been one of those days where I think about my recently returned loneliness.
 
edgecrusher said:
Trying to think of a good name for a race of intelligent machines for a story I'm outlining and hope to eventually write.

Also it's been one of those days where I think about my recently returned loneliness.

Usidi. Completely random name that I just came up with in my head now.
 
Dreaming about the zombie apocalypse is still a much better theme than other dreams I had lately, but why did I wake up feeling so damned melancholic?
 
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Haven't posted for some weeks. Never had any real thoughts to post since starting this medication weeks ago. It was a relief to not have anything to think, just a blank slate in my brain. I was happier feeling blank, robotic...than the 20+ yrs of overwhelming emotions I constantly felt.

He's back, so now my thoughts are all over the place. I don't want to let him back into my life, my thoughts, my future. I am happier, well not happier but...I was better off accepting being alone for the rest of my life. I really, really accepted that. To just be on my own, selfish, & focus on only myself. Now that he's trying to creep back into being with me just threw a damn wrench into my gears. I want to scream NO! at him. But now thoughts are creeping back into my mind to try again w him. I hate being codependent & having abandonment issues. Thinking I need to go back to damn therapy. I need to grow the hell up & say NO to sh*t that will only hurt me in the end.
 

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