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Jessicat said:BlueCynic said:And then there was silence...
There's a rose on the album cover that inspired the original comment...
Jessicat said:BlueCynic said:And then there was silence...
Jessicat said:Sounds like I sign. Wonder what it means.
Jessicat said:What kind of album?
Jessicat said:Listening
TheRealCallie said:He's not.
Today is going to be weird with only one kid having school, but I get to stay home later than usual since my oldest doesn't get out of college til after 4. But then I have PT conferences too.
Also, it sounds windy.
Rainbows said:I just need to vent for a bit.
It's now been exactly one week after my second tonsillectomy and gah, I'm in so much pain. Although, the pain isn't the worst. It's the fact that I'm home alone, by myself, constantly anxious because I'm by myself, wondering whether I'm going to make it through okay.
Days 7-10 are the "most dangerous" because the scabs are starting to fall off and they might cause bleeding. Me, being here all by myself, really doesn't like that thought and I just get so anxious. Also, I've been having stomach cramps in the right side of my body and luckily I know it's not appendicitis because we had that last time I had a throat surgery. But it hurts and I hate being all alone.
I'm just sitting here crying constantly. I don't know. When did I get to a point where there is no one that can come spend the day with me?
svisionguy said:Rainbows said:I just need to vent for a bit.
It's now been exactly one week after my second tonsillectomy and gah, I'm in so much pain. Although, the pain isn't the worst. It's the fact that I'm home alone, by myself, constantly anxious because I'm by myself, wondering whether I'm going to make it through okay.
Days 7-10 are the "most dangerous" because the scabs are starting to fall off and they might cause bleeding. Me, being here all by myself, really doesn't like that thought and I just get so anxious. Also, I've been having stomach cramps in the right side of my body and luckily I know it's not appendicitis because we had that last time I had a throat surgery. But it hurts and I hate being all alone.
I'm just sitting here crying constantly. I don't know. When did I get to a point where there is no one that can come spend the day with me?
I will spend the day with you...albeit virtually. I know how you feel though, I don't have anyone either and I have needed to have a few medical procedures...most of them single day type things, but I keep thinking to myself...wow, I'll go have it done, then what? Uber home, pass out and hope nothing bad happens? I'm going to have to suck it up eventually and just have things done.
I thought about just doing it and seeing if anyone even noticed, but all that would happen is my ex would end up checking on me because my son would get worried....it wouldn't be because she wanted to know if I was ok, just to tell me my son has been trying to reach me and is worried.
But I wouldn't want to do something like that to my son.
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