oh great, my dad is back in town and will be dragging me to dinner and church either today or tomorrow, i think i'll choose today...........
fantastic, can't wait to spend time with my life coach/humble pie server/dead statue.
don't want to go to church, i just don't care anymore
and then tomorrow i get dragged to my grandmas house for yet another family get together
I'm sick of people, they're all fake and full of ****, I just want to be alone and not participate in anything, especially this holiday garbage.......
Like I need more reminders that I have no one?
weird, I'm lonely but want to be alone..........I need a relationship, meaningless small talk and fake friendship just haven't done it for me in a long time
and to think, last year I had perfection offering herself to me
it's been a long screwed up year and two months