What are you thinking right now?

[evanescencefan91]

how i would do anything to get out of having to study

stupid finals this the worst time of year for this

all i want to is sleep i can ******* belive i have a finals at 7:30 in the morning gahh

you know with only two people in the class i think we could've gotten another time

i'm so tired

as time goes by everything still feels the same

*sighs*

 

[loketron]

good luck studying evafan91, coffee and keep the music up to help alertness.

as for me, just killing time before sacramento kings game starts at 7:30.

 

[evanescencefan91]

thanks loketron



ehh i despise people WHY FOR ***** SAKE ARE 20 PEOPLE JUST SITTING OUTSIDE MY ROOM TALKING

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY THGE HALL JUST OUTSIDE MY ROOM GAHH



GAH GAH

i need a person pesticide

and how much i wish for someone that rejects my friendship to have a terrible and miserable life

ooh but it seems just the opposite and the rejection of claire seems to be such a good luck charm to everyone

it makes me sad


for once i wish not to be the lonely person but to be the comforter of a lonely person


something sad i noticed if you take away the L and E of lonely if leaves only,

how fitting

not only do i wish for someone but i wish i was the person would turn to

but i have always wanted to just be their for someone

the calm collected person that tels them it's going to be okay

maybe becuase i've always been the one that needed someone to turn to,

i want that feeling of being needed

the person some one goes to after a bad day

i want to be someone that can make everything okay


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crap there's no way i can get in all the studying i need to, and gfet a sane amount of sleep i really hope my immune system can hold up

nothing like doing research studies and working on 3 hours of sleep

on the plus side i did just score a free piece of pizza

--nom

XD

 

[evanescencefan91]

yawn

...
well the sunrise today was really pretty

i need a shower and a time machine so i can sleep

 

[evanescencefan91]

SSRI's antipsychotics and caffine,

whats the worst that could happen? :O

just be glad it's not allgery season, or that stuff would be added on as well

 

[Regret]

Well, took my final final today and I'm finished with my first semester of college.

Now to spend all of winter break alone, no friends, nothing to do, jobless, and the girl I love with someone else, again. God I hate her, sometimes.

Yep, it's a constantly 50/50 between hating/loving her...........but after all this **** she has done to me, ****.

I think my mind and body gave up the last two weeks of school, so depressed I barely studied for my finals, it's weird cause I think I did really well on them, except for one.

Apparently my blood pressure is a little high, great. Looks like I'll need to start doing cardio again. But what I want is muscle, need to get back to gym.

I'm bored, I wish I had someone to spend most of the time on my break with..........sigh, all I needed was her, none of this other **** would bother me, maybe I should have told her that. Why? so she could shove more lies and deceit down my throat?

maybe i'll give the ps3 a try *exhales*

 

[Sarpirus]

Bean soup, coffee, and rye toast make me wish that life actually was simple. Yum none the less.

 

[cheaptrickfan]

I really need to get going on Cookie-Palooza. I'm baking, what, 24 dozen cookies, plus baking cranberry bread, making truffles and spiced nuts to give to people. Yet here I sit on the couch, posting on my laptop.

 

[Twitchy]

It's astounding, time is fleeting
Madness takes its toll
But listen closely, not for very much longer
I've got to keep control

I remember doing the Time Warp
Drinking those moments when
The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling
Let's do the time warp again...

 

[evanescencefan91]

ahh man i want to play my guitar, but i have to study

studying sucks



--yes that was quite a productive pas two hours

failblog

youtube peopleofwalmart.com

and thereifixedit.com

 

[evanescencefan91]

i really hope my 2010 horoscope comes out true


Your 2010 might not be about luxury and lounging, Pisces, but your career ambitions will finally amp up to the point of seeing real rewards. The presence of four planets in ambitious and hardworking Capricorn, forming a very positive connection with your sign, strongly indicate that your time for success may have come! Though the reason isn’t clear, frustration could set in around the time of the Summer Solstice. You should bounce back by early July, when the Moon is passing through your sign and trining the Sun and Mercury in Cancer. The day of the Fall Equinox will greatly enhance your love life, and by the Winter Solstice, you should have come full circle.


i want to see what my 09 horoscope was so i can look back and see how true it was


GAHHHH i ******* give up man

i just can't study this stuff


just pray to god the van allen hall get's hit by a metorite tonight so it get's cacnled

 

[cheaptrickfan]

Why is it that unless I am sick, I can not seem to sleep past 4 am these days?

DUDES! I woke at 3:30 again!

Jesus wept.

 

[Regret]

I'm so tired

I don't want to do this anymore

 

[zero]

I`m tired, sick, sleepy, yawning and I don`t want to do all the stuff like cleaning, washing, polishing, decorating I still have to do at home. *doh* And I still have to go shopping. *irritated*.
:club:

 

[cheaptrickfan]

Brownie sugar coma, I has it. I need insulin....

 

[Catalyst]

It's so great that Fall Semester is finally over. I think I'll go watch Star Trek.

 

[evanescencefan91]

it is wonderful
isn't it catalyst

i've been watching a lot of buffy just one of those sad things about us lonely people


is that once i'm finished watching all of the series,

i'm going to be friendless again

why are people not written?

real people

so vague and uninterested,

never around when you need them

---

the cheese stands alone
no place to call a home

oh the poor cheese

i put it out of it's miseries

*nom*




dude this guy wrote a freakin essay on the symbolism of cheese in btvs

http://www.whedon.info/article.php3?id_article=5318

i just love the **** you can find on the internet

 

[Catalyst]

It is superb indeed!

Now if I could just cease logging in to my school account and stop feeling so "idle" - life would be better.

 

[evanescencefan91]

eh ya idleness sucks


but i must say indoor hillcrest mountain biking sure is making a great contender for my favorite sport and means of excersice

i zoomed down the halls cackling and made loops through the lounge it
twas fun

it kinda is a tidbit of a shame

the outside world sees me as really quite timid

they know nothing of my exciting spectacles

i a mad ravaging troublemaking badass i tell you, yes i am



well just seems strange

all my exciting outbursts of treachery occur in my solutude driving 100mph jumping off dressers climbing on trees climbing on refridgerators


well it's because i don't have a partner in crime saddly

maybe it's just the effect of being alone

and being bored and alone is the worst,

maybe it's because i want to convince myself of my funny imaginary schema of me being a bad ass
i know it's just a silly little side joke, but why does it keep occurring

the same old we want what we can't have

well what badasses can't sleep with teddy bears

pshh

well arson mc fluffy is a badass teddy bear i tell you it has an eyepatch and a comernative hells' angels jacket

...dude i soo gotta go to build a bear and make a badass teddy bear like that

maybe i'll take my imaginary girlfriend there on our imaginary first date

well i mean what's the point of being a loner if your not the well known alluring badass loner



...day one

the dorm is a quiet ghost town scattered with the muffled steps of other student

my mentality is rather unwell but that is no change








... i just wonder why



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omg hey what would happen if i had an electric guitar with a built in laptop

that would be sooo cool

it's like my two favorite things ever

in one


XD XD XD XD

good god it's 5 in the morining

i need to go to sleep


mm goodnight everyone

goodnight internet goodnight laptop,

goodnight bunny that likes to hop

good night guitar who strings I dream

good night hopes I know you'll visit me soon

though fleeting as a full moon

goodnight laugh goodnight love

goodnight all who dwell above

goodnight pangs

and goodnight drains

goodnight me and eyes who see

goodnight heart and good night brain

I know you'll taunt me yet again

goodnight sorrow good night hope

good night whose throat i long to choke

goodnight slumber goodnight mist

goodnight life without a twist

goodnight sorrow goodnight gloom

saddly the sun I'll see you soon








......like?

 

[heretostay]

Im thinking that its nice to be able to sit here online for hours and not feel guilty about it. Im out of school and dont have anything else to do.