And just like that... I fall back into bad habits, and just like that I remind myself I'm not human...I hate myself. Have you ever done something so bad, and you know you cant undo it? Have you ever ran back to an old comfort, in high hopes that you can control yourself this time.... and did worse than you ever have before? Have you ever leaned on someone you shouldn't for support? Have you ever allowed yourself to leave a moment, felt yourself drift away, your responsibility and accountability drift away...and just did something bad.