What are you thinking right now?

[okidoke]

@okidoke: Thanks but I'm not privileged enough for your approach.

Privileged? How do you mean?

 

[okidoke]

Can I ever change that part of my life

Do you want to?
Do you need to?
Will it make a difference to how you live your life?
Will you benefit from it?
Will others?

A yes to any of those should help you answer your question.

 

[user 191197]

Privileged? How do you mean?

It means that I don't have any options left. I have a lot of serious problems to deal with and none of them can be solved. And it only gets worse every day. I can't even read a book anymore, there is no space left to do things like that.

 

[okidoke]

It means that I don't have any options left. I have a lot of serious problems to deal with and none of them can be solved. And it only gets worse every day. I can't even read a book anymore, there is no space left to do things like that.

I'm sorry to hear that. If you feel okay to talk about it, what's the situation with family members? Are there any? Are they close? Other relationships? You can PM me if you'd rather. I'm happy to talk

 

[user 191197]

I have relatives but no family. I'm homeless, broke, living in a hostile environment and unable to change anything about it. I'm trying to create music with my laptop so there's something I could leave behind but it looks like I'm not going to finish anything. I don't get enough time or peace or silence. This was the last attempt to create something, the last attempt to give my suffering meaning and purpose.

 

[okidoke]

I have relatives but no family. I'm homeless, broke, living in a hostile environment and unable to change anything about it. I'm trying to create music with my laptop so there's something I could leave behind but it looks like I'm not going to finish anything. I don't get enough time or peace or silence. This was the last attempt to create something, the last attempt to give my suffering meaning and purpose.

Looking back, what could you have done different? Maybe someone can learn something from you.

 

[user 191197]

Be lucky.

 

[Draven]

I have relatives but no family. I'm homeless, broke, living in a hostile environment and unable to change anything about it. I'm trying to create music with my laptop so there's something I could leave behind but it looks like I'm not going to finish anything. I don't get enough time or peace or silence. This was the last attempt to create something, the last attempt to give my suffering meaning and purpose.

I've been homeless before. My heart aches for you bro. Yeah I've been homeless for awhile with a couple people trying to make music. I never got into creating but those guys always seemed so happy. Their options were to fly out to California for rehab. That bettered their lives. They even wanted me to pretend to be strung out and in need of rehab to get out of my situation. I got lucky though. Still am. Wishing you the best bro. This might not be any help at all but it's what I've seen.

 

[user 191197]

Thank you for your kind words.

 

[user 191197]

Another horrible day. I don't even know where to recharge my phone or where to go. There is no more space left, everything is taken.

 

[ringwood]

The previous owners of our new house were pigs! I will never be accused of being a clean freak, but even for me, the dirt level in this house is gross. Noticed one of lamps shades looked dull, so I took it down to clean and it was an inch full of dead bugs! The ceiling fans when we moved in were coated in dirt. I cleaned our old house from top to bottom for the new owners, I would never dream of leaving this much nastiness for someone else.

 

[user 191197]

I'm so hungry.

 

[MrLonely86]

We won't be celebrating when the atom's split
It's the end of the world
Grab your crucifix and fall to your knees
And beg god please - Have mercy on me

 

[TheRealCallie]

We won't be celebrating when the atom's split
It's the end of the world
Grab your crucifix and fall to your knees
And beg god please - Have mercy on me

Wait wait....is the world ending again?

 

[MrLonely86]

Oppenheimer: " Albert? When I came to you with those calculations, we thought we might start a chain reaction that would destroy the entire world... "

Einstein: " I remember it well. What of it? "

Oppenheimer: " I believe we did. "

 

[user 191197]

We won't be celebrating when the atom's split
It's the end of the world
Grab your crucifix and fall to your knees
And beg god please - Have mercy on me

"A live body and a dead body contain the same number of particles. Structurally, there's no discernible difference. Life and death are unquantifiable abstracts. Why should I be concerned?"

 

[MrLonely86]

Rick and Morty are right, so nothing to worry about.

 

[user 191197]

Does it really make a difference for its inhabitants if the universe is real or just a simulation?

 

[user 191197]

160 bucks going almost directly to the bin. 160 bucks I didn't really have anyway. 160 bucks not spent on food but on two broken pairs of boots instead. What a waste. What a garbage world.

 

[user 191197]

At least I now know why other people's shoes look as new as if they came out of the box recently because they did. They also have to buy new shoes once per month now. Damn.