What are you thinking right now?

[BeyondShy]

Oh I can't type what I'm actually thinking, but lets just say that unlike most businesses like the one I work at who are all closing at noon on New Years Eve, we are not, we are open all day.

That's not right. Everyone deserves time off for the holidays.

 

[funnylife33]

Romantic love is an addiction .

A perfectly wonderful addiction when it's going well, and a perfectly horrible addiction when it's going poorly

Helen Fisher

 

[TheRealCallie]

My NYE plans include trying to work, probably cleaning, driving my kid an hour to work, driving an hour back home, trying to work some more, probably hearing all about my brother being up here for a visit, driving an hour to get my kid from work and then driving an hour back home, in the dark. I don't like driving in the dark because headlights are evil. At least I don't have LED headlights anymore so I don't get flashed (or worse) by every single incoming car.

 

[okidoke]

It’s 5mins to the new year. I’m in bed. Alone.

 

[147]

It’s 5mins to the new year. I’m in bed. Alone.

Well, happy new year to someone already in 2025. May you be a worthy ambassador for the rest of us

 

[Abstamyous]

I'm going to quit walking on eggshells, all across the board of my life. Get your "I told you so" out now.

 

[147]

Here's to you, my love. May 2025 finally be for us.

 

[TheRealCallie]

walking on eggshells

I never understood this saying. Did someone really break so many damn eggshells that they couldn't just simply walk around them?

 

[Sci-Fi]

Sorry? How about not being a in the first place.

 

[Sci-Fi]

I so want to go to sleep right now.

 

[Just Games]

It's not good I'm thinking about Death at six in the morning on New Years day, apologies Debbie downer sort of thing but kids like the subject every Christmas meal too..haha kids eh!
My wife wants our ashes sprinkled under a tree up the road in a dark graveyard on a quiet main road opposite a forest and surrounded by one.I want to be thrown from a hill looking across this miles long beautiful view where I walk the dog and have my lunch or coffee sometimes where many people visit every day.I thought of halfing my ashes but doesn't feel right.We have been together all our lives and I want to be with her because she's my best friend but she's had friends all her life and probably relishes the peace and quiet lol.
My family all go early , hers reach late nineties ,all of them.I don't want to be under that fcuckin tree on my own.

 

[Ali gohar]

Administrator's note: Due to the originality of the question it asks this thread falls under the criteria of "Essential" and hereby shall remain as a historical landmark of aLonelyLife.com in the form of a sticky. Thank You, ThatOneGuy!

4th of April 2008
- Robin
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Just type exactly what you are thinking right now. Exactly what you are thinking... don't hold back(except if it is explicit, against another member or the forum, etc.).

Just a thread to clear your thoughts with.


And.......................................................................... GO!

Hi i am new in here, I am what n how much i write i overthink almost all the time, i have bipolar disorder since chilhood

 

[okidoke]

Hi i am new in here, I am what n how much i write i overthink almost all the time, i have bipolar disorder since chilhood

welcome to you. try starting a new thread in the new members forum. click that link to get directed there Ali

 

[147]

Just did some mental calculation how far I would have to go back to undo everything that has caused me to be in this predicament that I find myself in. 9 years, that's how far. That's a long time.

 

[ringwood]

New Year’s eve/day is the worst holiday of the entire year. Ugh! I always feel guilty that I didn’t do anything special, even though I didn’t want to do anything special. I can never escape the feeling that I’m a boring schmuck on this day.

 

[TheSkaFish]

New Year’s eve/day is the worst holiday of the entire year. Ugh! I always feel guilty that I didn’t do anything special, even though I didn’t want to do anything special. I can never escape the feeling that I’m a boring schmuck on this day.

I just cleaned my room, ate snacks, caught a few Twilight Zone episodes at the end.

None of my friends that were here, were either free, or wanted to go out.

I missed the ball drop this year, I was a little bummed about that. I try to at least watch that when I can.

But at the same time...eh...New Year's isn't what it used to be for me, without those that made it what it used to be.
So the holiday, like most of them, is kind of muted for me now.

Anyway. It's OK that you didn't go out or do anything over-the-top, especially if you didn't really want to in the first place. I'm sure however you ended up spending it was enough.

 

[Serenia]

I'm thinking I'm done of spending massive amounts of energy, time and some money trying to make special memories for no one to actually make them with me. I've tried for years and years and years. I do enjoy doing it, but when it's all done and ready to enjoy I'm passed over for other people. Not sure how I will explain when they realise I'm just going to do it for myself on a smaller scale in future.

 

[okidoke]

Just did some mental calculation how far I would have to go back to undo everything that has caused me to be in this predicament that I find myself in. 9 years, that's how far. That's a long time.

Oh I’ve got you beat by a couple decades

New Year’s eve/day is the worst holiday of the entire year. Ugh! I always feel guilty that I didn’t do anything special, even though I didn’t want to do anything special. I can never escape the feeling that I’m a boring schmuck on this day.

I’d like to do something but don’t have anyone I’d care to do anything with, so end up being the boring schmuck.

 

[Minus]

.... so end up bring the boring schmuck.

I'll be one with y'all.

 

[Abstamyous]

If the hardware store was open 24/7, I'd do a lot more in the house.