i am thinking that i just found out my best friend left this country last night, he keep doing this - running away. he has been saying strange things recently which i find some hard to believe.
last time i saw him, he gave me cold shoulders then he started to texting like mad. it hurts my feelings and i held back my tears.
and i got my 18th birthday coming up, i am not really looking forward to it anymore. last year, i was going have a small party and invited all of my friends but no-one turned up. my best friend didn't even say 'happy birthday' to me until i made him say it but i shouldn't need to make him to say happy birthday to me.
anyway, this year, i have invited for us go to bowling (before i found out about he has left the country) and he agreed. i am just hoping he would turned up and we enjoy ourselves bowling.