29, accomplished nothing, I feel bad enough when I chat with younger people in their mid twenties, they're young and good looking and talented, whenever I talk to them and says I could "relate" or giving advices, I feel like a liar, I mean what do I know? I'm not on the same ground as them. When I talk to people my age, they're often successful, too busy with their family, already with a few kids, I don't belong there either.
If you were to tell me to write what could possibly be the best thing that could happen to my life, I wouldn't be able to do so. Sometimes in my dreams I dream about having a different life and even a completely different person, a different gender, with friends I could talk to and doing things together and grow old together, this might happen only in my next life I guess.
Growing bald, stuck in the same loop of depression, extremely high self conscious, anxious, negative, sometimes I just want to go die.
