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I'm still thinking about my ex boyfriend and what he said about us maybe getting back together when he gets back to the UK.
I'm thinking about getting my sewing machine out tomorrow and maybe making stuff or altering some of my clothes.
I think I should get up tomorrow morning and drink tea with my chickens then do some painting or something, I would go out shopping except it's a bank holiday tomorrow.
I think I want a cup of tea or toast.

Something my counsellor said to me. She said I have an un-acknowledged need to care for something. I agree with her on this, and I think that maybe I should go out and find some little creature that needs lots of love and a home because after all there's plenty of room in this house and it wouldn't really be any extra trouble. This is just an idea, but I would love to have more animals in the future.
 
I'm thinking about a nasty, arrogant, miserable, blathering cyberbully who deserves to be banned for being a disruptive (fill in disgusting remark).
 
more spontaneous poetry

the things I miss,
terrible words of angst
the ink stains on my arms
designed to look like scars
it never seemed that far

memories of an extensional past,
I'm surprised it didn't last

does anyone else miss their teenage angst?
rosemary retrospectrum,..................

....... nothing rhymes with retrospectrum
 
MavChat said:
I want to kill Slick! (the youngest of my 3 cats) The lil shift took another baby bird from it's nest and was attempting to kill it! This is the third time this month I rescued a bird from his clutches. Yeah I know it is in his nature to catch and eat birds but I hate hearing the little thing screeching for its life. I know the little bird will eventually die anyway but what is worse, dieing by means of fear from the cat playing with it then eating it or dieing from another cause that is not as traumatic?

I will feed it the handrearing food I bought for the others, just like the others.

What do you think?

Poor birds, I hope they're okay. It's lovely of you that you will take the time to feed those baby birds, other people would probably not care enough.

Sean said:
. . . . .

I wish I could meet someone who isn't 'artificial' or 'fake',
Maybe i'm not looking hard enough, well I know i'm not looking hard enough . . .
But I wish I could find someone I am comfortable being myself with.

Someone who doesn't care that i'm shy . . or sometimes don't know what to say . . .
Likes me for who I am . . problems . . flaws and all.


Please let her find me.

There are countless girls out there who don't have an ounce of artificial-ness in them, it's extremely likely that someday you WILL find someone you can be 120% comfortable being yourself with, you'll find someone who doesn't care that you're shy (or maybe even like it!), someone who will understand you and love ALL that you are exactly as you are. Don't worry, stay positive in your reassurance that someone special WILL enter your life someday...heh sure nobody knows exactly what the future brings but trust me, when you're feeling depressed, lonely or lost reassurance is a most wonderful thing to focus on and there IS reason to feel reassured because everything WILL be okay, always remind yourself of that.

jjam said:
The folks living above me should just go on and make a freaking porno movie. They **** all the time. Here it is Christmas morning. Mom's here, sister will be here, and these people are having a parade of sex up there. There's a march being performed. Bass drums going "BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM". There's a saxophone that loves sharing its half notes of "ooooooooh". lol. Do they have the windows open too? How about some quiet love making for a change, at least on Christmas!

Hahahaha! Oh my! Haha, lol indeed. Sorry you have to deal with that, I hope you got earplugs for Christmas at least! :p
But no really, sorry you have to deal with that, maybe you can complain to the landlord or have a talk with your neighbors about the noise? D:

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Hmmm well it's 4am, both my Shih tzus are awake...the female just went to the bathroom and stole the toilet brush haha....

I wish days were longer *sigh*...or at least I wish I had the mental energy to accomplish more things..everything just stacks up..*sigh*..I'm numb and I don't have anything to do except the things I'm supposed to do but I'm too numb to do them, it always happens.

I'm currently listening to Surgery in the Sky - Venus Hum, I love this song it has such a pleasant sound to it and I love the imagery in the lyrics.

"You lift your arm try to catch a star
It fell down your sleeve and cut your heart
And you bleed at night on your countertops
From this surgery in the sky"

Aww our female Shih tzu is lying on her side on the carpet while "hugging" the playstation controller and sleepily pawing at the joystick...aw..cute.

*sigh* I can't sleep.


 
I worked 24+ hrs over sunday and monday... slept a much needed 17 hours.. and now have the day off.. because i decided to take it off! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! i will enjoy every minute of peace and solitude i have today... because at 6am tomorrow, I am back to the madness!
 
Danielle said:
I worked 24+ hrs over sunday and monday... slept a much needed 17 hours.. and now have the day off.. because i decided to take it off! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! i will enjoy every minute of peace and solitude i have today... because at 6am tomorrow, I am back to the madness!


OMG, 17 hours :O
Good for you!!!
 
i just feel like being really lazy right now, lol. even though because of the snow i have worked only once in the last 4 days and it was for less than 5 hours, i really dont feel like going to work today. i would much rather stay home all day drinking coffee and playing dragon age origins.
 
haha that sound slike a good day home edge

*yawns*

**** i have to get up in 6 hours

maybe I should go to sleep
alright

good night everyone
 
Like my family, but I can only last a week or so before I want to go home. I miss my computer and privacy.
 
Whew. I want to quit my class.. Wanna go out and buy myself a frappe.. I crave for roasted chicken and icecream. ^^
 
Limlim said:
Like my family, but I can only last a week or so before I want to go home. I miss my computer and privacy.

My feelings exactly. Been home for a week over cristmas, and I have another week to go! Feels like I'm in a cage. I can't do anything! At least I have my laptop, but my mom doesn't approve of me using it too much. I miss my apartment :(
 
My ex boyfriend. I wish he would stop sending me gifts and things, I've already told him. It's just confusing, sends out completely mixed messages, especially after what he said to me last time we spoke.
 

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