It feels like sometimes I should just stop giving a honeysuckle about everything, that would actually make me feel better, but I hated how soulless it feels.
Feels like sometimes I'm just a *********, I don't really have anything nice to say, the less I care the worse this is. Feels like I'm turning into a kind of person I used to hate.
its funny to me that i am enjoying my job more than i have in like 5 years because the store is closing. i basically just get to talk to people like normal about movies and games instead of trying to push stuff on people. and when its not busy we just watch movies.
First day of the new job went well, though my head is spinning and my eyes are crossing, STILL. Also, I need to get back to sleep somehow. 5 am is going to roll around sooner than later. honeysuckle.
im pretty sure i know whats happening here and i dont know how i should handle it. all i know is this is just my luck. another example of why i feel out of place.
im pretty sure i know whats happening here and i dont know how i should handle it. all i know is this is just my luck. another example of why i feel out of place.