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Luna said:
No! Stop reading my mind u.Ú
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Hijacc said:
Im just thinking about girls again XD
this cracked me up....i dont know why though..so im analyzing right now...i see my thinking is totally backwards as i have been told
 
Im thinking what??? And lol i lost this post about sex lol
And im thinking backwards was the nick of one of my best male friends (i had many best male friends lol )
 
I am thinking must be some kind of record Private Messages (New 15, Unread 0, Total 1,048)

EGADS

I am also thinking maybe I am just blind and stupid.
 
Around exam time (now) I always feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I spend so many hours of the day just staring, thinking about how pointless all this is. I am no happier with a 4.0 right now than I would be as a dropout. At least as a dropout, I could pursue a real passion and not just go through the system like livestock in a slaughterhouse. I hate that school/work success is the only thing many people value anymore, not actual growth and learning. If you can memorize or cheat, you can beat the system. If you actually think and try to learn, you end up overwhelmed. If I died tomorrow, there would be nothing to remember about my life, except, _______ went to school, went to college, and then died. I am so envious of the 1 or 2 of my peers/friends who said "**** it" and pursued their passion. One of them traveled around the world against his parents' wishes (Europe, Africa, Australia, Thailand, etc) with only 1 suitcase and nearly no money- he worked in these places until he could save up for a new trip. This kid had it all back in the states- an incredibly wealthy family, political connections, a 2nd generation Georgetown undergrad spot- and he gave it up to basically live in poverty, but with HAPPINESS. Joy has always eluded me, because I'm always going through the motions for a future I don't care about. I am just fantasizing in my mind about running away from everything I've ever known and starting life over in a new place. I wish I hated my parents or something, but I can't just disappear because I care about them. I tried starting over in college, but it ended up being the same experience- same hypercompetetive, vapid people trying to outdo each other in aspects that don't even matter. If the degree/career I'm pursuing becomes too much for me, I think I'm gonna run. There's no point to living like this. There's so much more to the world and life than the stupid American dream. Yeah, I said it.
 
I need to get fast connection soon and go back to Enemy Territory and CS. I miss it. Goodnight if theres someone awake.
 
Fulgrim said:
Qui said:
I'm thinking that my world has all come to pieces, I'm in such an awful state. *sigh*

please explain

nuh-uh. don't wanna.
anyway... we still on for tomorrow?
I half expect you to stand me up to get back at me for last time :/
 
Kristen said:
and its so not true that all i want is sex....u dont know me...i can do this too
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lmao.

I hate it when people say that about me >_<
Whatever, people need to get over themselves.
 
Qui said:
Fulgrim said:
Qui said:
I'm thinking that my world has all come to pieces, I'm in such an awful state. *sigh*

please explain

nuh-uh. don't wanna.
anyway... we still on for tomorrow?
I half expect you to stand me up to get back at me for last time :/


while I can be a very vengeful person, I dont stand people up....it just doesnt compute with me. I tend to be worried if Im late or if the other person is in trouble if they are late....Im paranoid like that. Dont worry, I would much rather get revenge by actually going all out next time we decide to scare the school children and wrestle at the park.....I still havent forgotten that maniacal headlock you got me in >.>

but to answer your Q, yes I can make it.
 

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