Yes it's great when you have masses of followers isn't it, when masses of people have your back. You can insult me all you like. Gang up on me because I have none to have my back. Not sure why you took the time to write this to me, not sure why I took the time to write back. Maybe younger a kick out of people's suffering. I write in the diary where no one can respond. And I get called an attention seeker. I wrote how I feel because someone somewhere might relate. I do not hope for replies. That's why I chose a closed reply section. I repeat I am not an attention seeker. Attention seekers post selfies all day to people that will tell them they are beautiful when they already know they are.