Someone just said if I want to join to neighbor's marriage reception party ,I really don't have any idea why peoples asks me when they know all about me that I don't feel comfortable in crowded place ,for me it's really hard.it's really made me sad ,and angry because whenever I tried to become one of them,I tried to be social I got hurt by someone ,always.
Hmm.....I don't think I want to go there
"Did you try calling?"
No, because you have one and a half hour of phone time on normal weekdays, and for someone who doesn't easily fix the daily rhythm it's a miracle I even got here to ask in person.
(I called anyway, let's see if I get my arachnophobia therapy, lol. Still many steps left, but one closer)
Come on. I'm almost at 40 and I haven't been to a gym in over a decade, DON'T pretend like it looks I did. You can tell me I still look in shape, but if you think I look like someone who regularly exercises, you obviously DON'T.