Yeah, sometimes it is really hard to turn off your own brain.
Among the Sleep said:I really get sick of hearing myself complain sometimes. I know I have some things to complain about, but I also usually have a negative attitude on most things and I feel like the same 20 negative thoughts are just recycled through my brain on an every day basis. Then when I come here to vent about things I just feel silly. Cause I know it usually isn't as bad as it seems. It's just hard to tell where reality ends and my craziness begins sometimes. Then when I wrote a long exaggerated posts about my struggles with women or addictive behaviors, I just feel gross, like I just sucked my own **** or something.
ilios said:Among the Sleep said:I really get sick of hearing myself complain sometimes. I know I have some things to complain about, but I also usually have a negative attitude on most things and I feel like the same 20 negative thoughts are just recycled through my brain on an every day basis. Then when I come here to vent about things I just feel silly. Cause I know it usually isn't as bad as it seems. It's just hard to tell where reality ends and my craziness begins sometimes. Then when I wrote a long exaggerated posts about my struggles with women or addictive behaviors, I just feel gross, like I just sucked my own **** or something.
yes yes yes YES. We're on the same page. Do you also feel like the complaints you make are so mechanical that you just cant stop them? Im sorry that you have to feel that way.
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