Frustrated

[CAS]

Damn it I'm so utterly frustrated right now. I feel as if my heart's expoding inside of me and I can't breathe. Thinking about the past, worrying about the future, wondering if anybody actually does like me or whether it's all a figment of my imagination.

I can't focus on anything and I can't find anybody to talk to about it. I wish it were simple and I could be 'normal', but these feelings aren't normal. How can they be normal?

I can't explain it. I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of emotions that I can't begin to express. I need to stop.

 

[Badjedidude]

I need to stop.

Why stop? Sounds like you're living life, that's all. Enjoy it.

----Steve

 

[CAS]

No. These aren't good feelings by any means.

 

[kelbo]

Is there something specific that has fetched these feelings on perhaps? x

 

[tal]

I can't explain it. I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of emotions that I can't begin to express. I need to stop.

I often have moments like that. It sucks. Expressing the emotions can often help, but then you realise that there's no-one to talk to and you feel more depressed. It's like a never-ending cycle sometimes. Hope you feel better today.

 

[PoWer2tHePeOpLE]

try and relax dude..

"i try to be myself, but i lose track
because the **** gets complicated
now i've got to get back.."

take a step back and breathe.. :]

 

[roundasapenguin]

for me, writing it out in my diary is an outlet of sorts and i don't generally feel 'better' about it all, but i feel more 'relieved' that it is all not bottled up inside.

hang in there, CAS.