I have been through things this week, and the support of my wonderful friends and brother. I wish that all the people who I love and care about find the happiness they deserve...
I wish I could turn back time to january, not message back and not mess my mind with something unreal. Everything ( ok, not everything) would be ok and I would still feel ok there, accepted, not like some reject. I went there when I was lonely, sad and happy, now I can't anymore. I don't like it like this.
Maybe you can. Write down on paper story about yourself in your perfect life. I did that two weeks ago. You will see what you really want and how you feel when you get that, and maybe that life on paper will become reality.