I second that. I try not to show my ugly side too often and reserve cursing for when it's deserved, but seriously, **** cancer and I don't feel the least bit guilty about saying so. It's hard enough to get by in the world, with everything else as it is. I too wish cancer didn't exist.
I wish it will happen sooner rather than later. I don't have much in me anymore. My gauge and patience is already running on empty and I simply cannot stand feeling this way... I want it to stop! Because I know EXACTLY what I'm missing.