Some privacy. I want a room where I can close the door. I am always having to speed-read through everything and then have to read it multiple times because I didn't retain it, I'm always having to snap to attention, it's just so annoying. The only thing I am supposed to be doing is looking for a job, but I don't get any time to myself to try and solve the problem of why I don't have a job in the first place or why I keep finding myself in situations that I am profoundly unhappy with, and have absolutely nothing to do with the direction I want to go in. Actually, they drag me further away, like an undertow. The funny thing is, I need peace of mind to be effective. But in order to get peace of mind, I have to have a little time to calm down and let my thoughts settle. But I don't get that because I am barged in on all the damn time. If I meditated, I'd look like I was doing nothing. It's so frustrating.