I think I have multiple personality. I know its a terrible thing to have. Its just a weird feeling inside me specially when I cant control my emotions. Sometimes I m tooo scared of myself.
But I aint gonna go see a psychiatrist.
I'm thinking...it's retarded that I'm a veteran and still have to work today.
Bankers and kiddie gets a holiday and don't even know what the hell veteran's day actaully means.
That thought goes fro my head as well. You don't just have to leave tho. You can just come here when you have nothing better to do. If you don't come here for a week then that's OK. All you might have a week where your here everyday. Or just to pop in every couple of days. It doesn't have to be here all of the time or here non of the time you know.
Also sanal I have grown quite found of seeing you around here. If I may give you one bit of advice or moor something I have observed.
I think you spend so much time acting the clown you don't post your real feelings. I am like this a lot with the ppl I know IRL. You have to be clever to do this but you know there is such a thing as being to clever for your own good.
It might be a painful thing to do and even feel awkward to do. But if your to take away anything from being a member here it is a necessary thing to do. If nothing else I ask you to think about what I just said here. I thought about what you told me with the MSN thing and realized just how stupid I had been. Totally from reading what you said to thinking about it with in 10 minutes of thinking I now approach that in a hole different manner and thought. All I ask is you think about this post to you as I did to your post.
Am really not trying to talk you into staying. That's totally up to you. I would just you rather if you did leave you take something away with you that is going to be useful to you in the world. Something you did not have be for you come here. Something personal to you that well give you that bit moor strength to deal with the crap that's out there.