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oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****
 
cant wait to go to bryant park to skate.. must get my butt ready for some fall.. and get my mind off of him..
 
I've been obsessing over this concert far too much...it can never live up to what i've built it to be.


Still, I'm seeing James Blunt for my 18th :D:D:D
 
e.m.e. said:
oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****

I have no clue what this means.



I am having yet another day where I feel lost in a storm. I don't really want to do anything. Bleh. I hate feeling this way even more so then feeling depressed. It's like my head is mostly blank and totally undirected in any direction. So really I can't say as I am thinking much of anything.
 
I think I'm going to go to bed now. g'night all.
 
What kind of guitar are you getting? I've got a Gibson Les Paul Studio. There's nothing like a Gibson!

Oh, and I'm thinking about music, specifically, The Sleeping-"Don't Hold Back"-I love playing this song on Guitar Hero 3. It's very original, and I like the breaks in it.

Here's the youtube link:

I'm also thinking how I should get some of my songs recorded to mp3 form, so people can give me feedback.
Qui said:
I'm getting a new guitar.
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Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****

I have no clue what this means.
um...my landlords girlfriend....made my life and other tenants miserable..she belongs in j a i l...so I'm doing everything to hurt her back to make her feel what its like to be us...and it seems to work...la la la la ....lol


well, sounds like I'm mean....I dont give a f ... anymore
 
e.m.e. said:
Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****

I have no clue what this means.
um...my landlords girlfriend....made my life and other tenants miserable..she belongs in j a i l...so I'm doing everything to hurt her back to make her feel what its like to be us...and it seems to work...la la la la ....lol


well, sound like I'm bad....

What does she do that is so bad?
 
I like pixie stix. I may have had too many. Hm, nah.
 
Mmmmmooooooooooommmmmmmm!!!!! What's for Diiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnneeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr???????????????

Oh screw. She's sleeping. :p She looks kinda funny. I think I'll make dinner tonight then.
Let's see... how about spaghetti? No, had pasta... on friday, so I guess spaghetti's alright. But no meatballs, do we have sauce? Uh, idk. But we do have tater tots in the freezer! BINGO!!!!! We'll have tots and spaghetti! And ice cream!!! Yessssss!
 
Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****

I have no clue what this means.
um...my landlords girlfriend....made my life and other tenants miserable..she
belongs in j a i l...so I'm doing everything to hurt her back to make her feel what its like to be us...and it seems to work...la la la la ....lol


well, sound like I'm bad....

What does she do that is so bad?

well, I'll just name one. They are keeping tenants in the apartments. I had a signed lease that expired in 2006, they forged our signatures on it, so now I can't break the lease couse I "supposedly signed" it, and since I never seen it I had no idea it existed. lol Then the bitch sued me for no fucken reason and the judge was so dumb that she didnt issue a f**** order to investigate it, closed the case right after I fucken prooved to be innocent,all they do is paperwork and look f***** important upthere in that robe like clowns. I shoul have never been put through this **** in the first place...every body is a b**** around here. Every body lies, everybody

Scorian,
you have no idea what I've been through in life..and she's just making it worse right at this time when I need a break from life.


mmm....its so sweet to even see her just simply get pissed at the things I say.....mmmmmmm...lol...hahahahahaha...







.. if I could only get away with murder...
 
e.m.e. said:
Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
Skorian said:
e.m.e. said:
oh well, she should've never pissed me off in the first place....time for pay back b****

I have no clue what this means.
um...my landlords girlfriend....made my life and other tenants miserable..she
belongs in j a i l...so I'm doing everything to hurt her back to make her feel what its like to be us...and it seems to work...la la la la ....lol


well, sound like I'm bad....

What does she do that is so bad?

well, I'll just name one. They are keeping tenants in the apartments. I had a signed lease that expired in 2006, they forged our signatures on it, so now I can't break the lease couse I "supposedly signed" it, and since I never seen it I had no idea it existed. lol Then the bitch sued me for no fucken reason and the judge was so dumb that she didnt issue a f**** order to investigate it, closed the case right after I fucken prooved to be innocent,all they do is paperwork and look f***** important upthere in that robe like clowns. I shoul have never been put through this **** in the first place...every body is a b**** around here. Every body lies, everybody

Scorian,
you have no idea what I've been through in life..and she's just making it worse right at this time when I need a break from life.







.. if I could only get away with murder...

Darn, that is bad.

I often wonder why so many people are so rotten and that right there is a prime example. Today they cheat, tomarrow those they cheat will cheat and on and on and on it goes. Like the ripples of a pebble thrown into a still body of water. Each caused because you have to stoop the level of those who come before you just to fight back and make things fair again.

Sounds like you need to find a lawyer and to assemple evidence with other's they are screwing over. If they are that corrupt then I am sure there is some law somewhere you can stick them with.

Or maybe in the dead of night leave sacks of flaming dog **** on their door step. Ring the bell and head for the hills.

Or maybe find someone who is a crazy phyro(sp) and make friends with them. Move most of your stuff out. And invite them over to hang out with good smoke detector's up. I am sure they can't charge you rent if it is a smoking ruin... Though it's a horrible idea if someone would get hurt in the process.

Seriously though. Sounds like you should invite the neighbor's over and have an official brainstorm session. Must be something legal and proper you can do.

Maybe have inspectors come in and inspect the property. Assuming the owners are liable for it. If it isn't up to code they will have to bring it up to code.

Or maybe there is some way you can behave so badly (something not illegal) that you can be evicted and make their contract null and void.

I bet there is a legal website somewhere where you can get free help or idea's of some kind.
 
..mm..the f.. lawyer said I have no evidence that it's not mine. And its true..I think they traced it from another document, I know which one, I dont have the copy of one letter that I signed for them, and they used it cause they know I don't have the copy....

U know, I've hated 2 or 3 people in my life but never wished death on anyone...lol....I just wish she got into a fuc. accident....It is easy to mess up her breaks and the street goes down hill, steep hill....she'd successfully smash in to the the first pole...juicy .. lol...Last year a tow truck was trying to get 2 cars down the street, something got loose and they rolled down the hill hitting all cars parked on the way down. lol


.She is the meanest b**** I've ever met. It's not only me, I had some crack head neighbors upstairs and this poor sick woman lived there, she suffered in this dump, she could barelly walk up this damn block..catching her breath..Because she couldn't break the lease that she never signed in the first plce . They do this because they don't feel like spending their $$$$ that they never worked for on renowaiting this dump.... i hate them rrrrrr...The b.. also tryied to evict her, and this woman had been homeless before, she was so stressed out and had bunch of kids. I mean how can u not give a damn about people just to get ur criminal ass out of trouble? After I tortured her a little for everything she did to all of us.I mean the least thing that I did was call her b****10 times( thats like nothing ,right?) and called cops on her (thats sort of normal too lol hahahaha)but stupid, forgot to fill out a report...damn it, it hit me later when the cops left..she came to talk to me :"K., I'm not here to fight with u....bluh bluh...ur human and i'm human, I'm sorry"..I was like:"b., ur human? late to be sorry" (5 years of ********, now ur sorry?) then she was :" I know once u kill a person u cant bring them back...blu bluh"..i said :"Exactly..""..the thing is that I have been extremely nice to them, no one would sign papers for them that I did, and thats what I get in return?F*** it. Its hard to understand for u where I''m coming from ,u really need to see what they do. Otherwise I know I sound insane.
I will do eeeeeeeeeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeerything in my power to make her miserable for everything she does to people....

I'm the kind of a person, that I'm so nice and will put up with s*** untill you push me to the limit. Then I'll do what ever I can think of....I would be even scared to have me for an enemy...lol....ahahhahahaha..lmao...I could blame it on my taurus sign lol

why do good people die, and b***** live, huh? Is that the way justice system works in the world?

u know, this is funny and hillarious to some people, but she is soooo lucky that I still believe in God, I hold myself from doing stuff. Had I not, something would have happen to her....lol
 
why do I always do that...I can't believe myself....
$70 overdue fees on my library card and like $70+ on the other...lol
the other day library collection agancy called.....lol....im never gonna pay that ...hahahah screw it
 
EME, when do you wake up? I can't imagine having this much drama at only 6 in the morning! I called out of work today, because my little girl is sick. I've got to take her to the doctor's office and have her checked out. I just realized again this morning how lucky I have it! A good job that gives me sick days, a decent place to rent that isn't run down in the slums (my first teaching assignment was in the poorest ghettos of inner city Baltimore... a bit of a humanitarian project I guess you could say), and a chance to live in a place where you don't have to lock your car doors or even your front door.

I'm so sorry that things are rough for you. I wish I could send you a big truck so that you could pack up all of your stuff and move out here, where you could find a nice place to live for less than you pay in the city, and finish your degree at a one of our schools without struggling to pay a slum lord that doesn't give two ***** about your quality of life. It's a nice place; there's a mall nearby, plenty of stores and things you'd need, but also corn fields and open country, so that there's a quaint quality about it.

I'm glad you have your faith to restrain you from murdering your land lord... :)
 
armor4sleepPA said:
my little girl is sick. I've got to take her to the doctor's office and have her checked out.

I hope she's alright, mine is sick too...lol
When do I wake up, I have no idea. I havent slept last night, 7:51 am right now, at 9 Im taking my brat to the doc too.

do u let them play with the computer?and do u punish?

I'm so sorry that things are rough for you.
thanks so much, always so supportive. I'm used to it . It's been worse. I'm not hurt, I get really pissed though looking at how much people have to suffer because of that b****. Anger is mostly my stress factor.You never know what life will surprise u with, just have to put up with it.drama? u know, I can't really imagine my life w/o drama.. I'm constantly thinking and hoping that certain things don't happen, if they do...then I gotta come up with some solution quickly trying to get out of it before their freaken deadlines...its fun..exciting all the time.


I wish I could send you a big truck so that you could pack up all of your stuff and move out here, where you could find a nice place to live for less than you pay in the city,
I'm afraid that Iim stuck here 4ever. City girl lol...I can't sleep if its a very quiet neighborhood..I love police sirens at least every half an hour.Even though I grew up in cornfields, climbing apple trees , about fifty of them and I can't describe the sight of all of them blooming
in May. Everything is white and when the wind blows ,all the flower leaves flying around.Apple trees have the most beautiful flowers, huge pink and white...and stuff.

I like the city also with all these family man on upper east...all the shootings in Brnx and Brkln..the only problem is its too much stress and tention,no one slows down. It's alright.
Something funny happened the other day when we walked in the restaurant and were waiting for a table,my son starts to look around checking out the place and yells :"Mommy, lets grab this table over here and this seat real quick before anyone else gets it!!!!!" That was embarrassing. Thats because I taught him to grab a nearest available seat on the subway before any one else gets it...I'm happy-- some progress lol.




I'm glad you have your faith to restrain you from murdering your land lord... :)
thanks. me too..lol..its about to break at any time though... :)
 
I hope your daughter feels better! Mine's been lying on my chest pretty much all morning. I used to call it the "sweet spot" when she was a baby, because no matter how much she'd been crying, as soon as I put her head next to my chest, she could hear my heartbeat and it'd sooth her to sleep. Talk about making her mom angry! I didn't know you had two kids; how old are they? My boy is 4, and daugther is 2. They have birthdays in three months, though. I've already booked Chuck E. Cheese!

I used to work in the city, but could never live there. I liked it at times, but honestly, the saying is true: you can take the boy out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the boy." I would get aggrevated at the lack of respect for other people, or the general disregard for others' well being. People didn't care about anyone else, and no one seemed to want to help you out or accept help. We're just more of a community out here, I think. Our town is very Catholic, and pretty much everyone goes to Church. Our kids are all in the same school. It's tight-knit. I drive an hour to work each day, and the commute sucks! But mind you, I wouldn't want to live anywhere else. I like the green space between my work and my house. I enjoy the feeling of putting everything behind me as a I drive home; it's like mental and physical distance, you know?

I've had a really rough life in some instances, but in others, it's been blessed. I try not to complain too much, except when things get really rough. I'm lucky that my parents have been supportive in recent years. There were issues growing up, especially during the late teen years, but now that I've been out on my own for a couple years, we've become more like friends than guardian and ward.
 

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