What are you thinking right now?

[zibafu]

Windows Updates = immediate blood pressure spike. :/

haha, yes, especially when you're like

"I just need to log on to my computer and check something that will take like a minute"



3 hours later it finishes updating:club:

 

[ladyforsaken]

it is so difficult, so heartbreaking, to not give up hope in spite of all the blows and bitter delusions, to keep this bleeding heart open and still look forward to what is to come

That just shows what a big big heart you have and what a strong person you are. That's some character there.

my life is useless

I think you have done a lot in your life to help others. So it's definitely not useless. Hope you feel better. *hugs*

I want to know how someone loves someone, but hates being with them. If someone could explain this to me...

Oh I can so explain this right now. I love my sister? But I really don't like being around her. She's rude, loud and just moody like crazy. But because she does care about me, in some little way or just sometimes, and because she's family? I love her.

And my brother. I love him as he's my brother, my blood. But I really don't like being around him. He's just.. selfish and .. ugh.

So, there you go. Does that make sense?

 

[VanillaCreme]

Oh I can so explain this right now. I love my sister? But I really don't like being around her. She's rude, loud and just moody like crazy. But because she does care about me, in some little way or just sometimes, and because she's family? I love her.

And my brother. I love him as he's my brother, my blood. But I really don't like being around him. He's just.. selfish and .. ugh.

So, there you go. Does that make sense?

Absolutely, Lady. While I don't have a sister, I can safely say I feel the same about my brother as you do yours. The thing is, with this, it's a love that's not needed. As in, I picked it. Maybe I'm just being silly about it. Like I said, sometimes I just want to club myself on the head.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Absolutely, Lady. While I don't have a sister, I can safely say I feel the same about my brother as you do yours. The thing is, with this, it's a love that's not needed. As in, I picked it. Maybe I'm just being silly about it. Like I said, sometimes I just want to club myself on the head.

Hmm, interesting. I don't feel like I can pick it though, I just feel like it's there whether I like it or not.. maybe I'm a real family softie.. I don't know .. I wish I could pick it so I can unlove them because it hurts sometimes when they do certain things.

If you plan on clubbing yourself for it, club me too. Maybe we'll come to feeling differently after that and won't be bothered by such things!

 

[mountainvista]

I think I'd be better off being alone. I think I've been so accustomed to being alone at times since the ex-husband left, that I'm just comfortable that way now. I don't think I'm meant for a "living with someone else" sort of relationship anymore.

 

[Solivagant]

Difference between love and like, I guess...

It's definitely a love. Maybe not so much a like.

Yeah, exactly. You can love someone and still not like how they behave (like LadyF said about family). I've loved people I haven't liked before, in and outside of my family. I usually find it harder to like someone than to love them, but that's just me.

 

[user 115627]

I'm at a loss for words. And I don't even mean that in an appalled way...there's just nothing of value or importance to say right now.

 

[Rainbows]

I am happy.
I don't wish to make a new thread about this because of reasons - but after battling my chronical illness for 3 years, I feel like finally I'm getting improvement. I'm feeling so much better. I feel great.
I'll probably be getting monthly check-ups though. If you're familiar with it, please keep supporting the people who are fighting such an never ending fight - because it's horrible. And remember, you're never alone. There will always be be people willing to help.
And don't let anyone tell you that it doesn't matter because it's okay - it's okay to be in pain and talk about it. We're all human. We all have difficult times but we have to get through.

I also want to thank Ladyforsaken & therealcallie for listening to my explosions when I was in so much pain. I love you. Thank you. ♥

 

[Triple Bogey]

enjoyed the open golf.
Some great sport this summer, World cup football and Tour de France !
Football season to look forward to now !

 

[Peaches]

I am happy.
I don't wish to make a new thread about this because of reasons - but after battling my chronical illness for 3 years, I feel like finally I'm getting improvement. I'm feeling so much better. I feel great.
I'll probably be getting monthly check-ups though. If you're familiar with it, please keep supporting the people who are fighting such an never ending fight - because it's horrible. And remember, you're never alone. There will always be be people willing to help.
And don't let anyone tell you that it doesn't matter because it's okay - it's okay to be in pain and talk about it. We're all human. We all have difficult times but we have to get through.

I also want to thank Ladyforsaken & therealcallie for listening to my explosions when I was in so much pain. I love you. Thank you. ♥

So glad you are better

 

[AmytheTemperamental]

I am happy.
I don't wish to make a new thread about this because of reasons - but after battling my chronical illness for 3 years, I feel like finally I'm getting improvement. I'm feeling so much better. I feel great.
I'll probably be getting monthly check-ups though. If you're familiar with it, please keep supporting the people who are fighting such an never ending fight - because it's horrible. And remember, you're never alone. There will always be be people willing to help.
And don't let anyone tell you that it doesn't matter because it's okay - it's okay to be in pain and talk about it. We're all human. We all have difficult times but we have to get through.

I also want to thank Ladyforsaken & therealcallie for listening to my explosions when I was in so much pain. I love you. Thank you. ♥

Big Hugs

 

[Legato]

I wish my ankle would stop hurting!

 

[Rainbows]

Big Hugs

You know I love you so much too, my lovely little poop. ♥

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So glad you are better

thank you! ♥

 

[WildernessWildChild]

Being with Kid trumps anything

 

[johnny196775]

Gray skies are gonna clear up,
Put on a happy face;
Brush off the clouds and cheer up,
Put on a happy face.
Take off the gloomy mask of tragedy,
It's not your style;
You'll look so good that you'll be glad
Ya' decide to smile!
Pick out a pleasant outlook,
Stick out that noble chin;
Wipe off that "full of doubt" look,
Slap on a happy grin!
And spread sunshine all over the place,
Just put on a happy face!
Put on a happy face
Put on a happy face
And if you're feeling cross and bitterish
Don't sit and whine
Think of banana split and licorice
And you'll feel fine
I knew a girl so glooming
She'd never laugh or sing
She wouldn't listen to me
Now she's a mean old thing
So spread sunshine all over the place
Just put on a happy face
So, put on a happy face

 

[Solivagant]

Just because I haven't said something about it yet doesn't mean it's gone unnoticed.

 

[Littlesecret]

Feeling optimistic today.... However my pessimism is still there in the back of my mind asking the question, 'how long will is this gonna last'? Foooooooooooever, that's how long pessimism! Maybe I should have got some more sleep, I've clearly gone mad!

 

[VanillaCreme]

If it's that much a bother, that you feel the need to huff and puff, don't have as many as you do. You barely want to take care of one, and you've the audacity to push one on me. I like him, he's a great dog, and he likes me... but that doesn't mean I'm responsible for him. You act like it's so hard to care for them. Like you scrub down your entire house every night just to see it wrecked in the morning. It doesn't take a scientist to figure out that this place hasn't been clean since the day after you got it.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I am happy.
I don't wish to make a new thread about this because of reasons - but after battling my chronical illness for 3 years, I feel like finally I'm getting improvement. I'm feeling so much better. I feel great.
I'll probably be getting monthly check-ups though. If you're familiar with it, please keep supporting the people who are fighting such an never ending fight - because it's horrible. And remember, you're never alone. There will always be be people willing to help.
And don't let anyone tell you that it doesn't matter because it's okay - it's okay to be in pain and talk about it. We're all human. We all have difficult times but we have to get through.

I also want to thank Ladyforsaken & therealcallie for listening to my explosions when I was in so much pain. I love you. Thank you. ♥

I didn't realise you changed your username! I'm also really glad to hear that you're feeling better and improved. I sincerely hope it continues to get better over time, or easier for you to deal with. I will always be here for you <3

 

[VanillaCreme]

It's not real butter. I hate to sound like a stuck-up bitch that only likes cooking with quality ingredients... But... That's exactly what I am. Should have known it wasn't going to melt properly.