What are you thinking right now?

[stork_error]

today is going to be really uncomfortable, god knows why my new "friend" had to insist with this guy that I was going to sleep with him and now I have to make him understand that it is not so and he is going to hate me, I was right, she is not a safe person at all

Peach if he hates you he's a dick, don't even give it a second thought.

 

[VeganAtheist]

It is so easy to forgo my own needs in order to accommodate others. I let myself get ****** so that others aren't inconvenienced. I care about others wellbeing more than my own. People know that. People take advantage of that. But how can I balanced it out? I don't want to be the guy who only does for self. I don't want to be selfish. But that seems to be what I need to do. ****! I don't know.

 

[ladyforsaken]

today is going to be really uncomfortable, god knows why my new "friend" had to insist with this guy that I was going to sleep with him and now I have to make him understand that it is not so and he is going to hate me, I was right, she is not a safe person at all

What a bitch. Stay away from her.

so what do you do then..

Still trying to figure that out I guess. It's hard to keep a positive outlook when you're surrounded by so much negativity. I'm just afraid of looking like a failure in the eyes of everyone who has helped me get to this point, I owe it to them to keep going. Plus there's so many people that have it worse than me, sometimes I just need to suck it up.

Yeah, it's hard. Sigh..
I'm kinda tired of sucking it up.

 

[user 115627]

It always feels like the ones that try to be there for others at every occasion, the ones that always have an open ear for anyone and the ones that are never afraid to offer a hug to another lost soul longing for connection are the ones that are truly the loneliest of all. Maybe because everyone thinks that their acts of kindness are equally returned to them...which never seems to be the case.

Maybe everyone thinks: "They have so many friends - surely there's always someone around to back them up." Which results in everyone assuming that somebody's helping...and nobody actually helping.

...

Crap. Don't listen to me. It's just my deluded 'from-outside-the-window' perspective.

 

[ABrokenMan]

Can't I have a break from the loneliness and gut-wrentching hurt? Please?
Every day, I die a little.

 

[PurpleMist]

Even if he stopped loving me, I can't just turn off a switch and stop loving him.

Result is move across the world, divorce, my daughter will most likely not see her dad for a long long time

 

[VanillaCreme]

I know it was because I choked a bit when I woke up, but I think I sound like an awesome witch.

 

[Tealeaf]

I showed you the plan. In detail. Twice. No, there's no room for changes when you come back a week later when it's almost done with something that you "forgot".

 

[Lacrecia]

You keep repeating the same mistakes, and you don't even realise it. Don't complain that nothing gets fixed because you are only running in a circle like a lunatic.

 

[Peaches]

today is going to be really uncomfortable, god knows why my new "friend" had to insist with this guy that I was going to sleep with him and now I have to make him understand that it is not so and he is going to hate me, I was right, she is not a safe person at all

Sounds like you need to avoid both of those people.. :|

actually the guy is really sweet and normal, and quite good-looking too, too bad we have zero to say to each other - oh, if only I could do with a toy-boy…

 

[mad monty]

I'm thinking about what I'm going to do with my life.

 

[edgecrusher]

If only....

 

[Tealeaf]

Should have known better than to accept help... because the help is incorrect, and I have lost an hour and a half on it before midterms.

 

[Volmornu]

Be careful what you say about me... because I'll believe you. I don't love myself. I have no self-esteem. No matter who you are or what you say about me, I'll believe it.

 

[ladyforsaken]

It always feels like the ones that try to be there for others at every occasion, the ones that always have an open ear for anyone and the ones that are never afraid to offer a hug to another lost soul longing for connection are the ones that are truly the loneliest of all. Maybe because everyone thinks that their acts of kindness are equally returned to them...which never seems to be the case.

Maybe everyone thinks: "They have so many friends - surely there's always someone around to back them up." Which results in everyone assuming that somebody's helping...and nobody actually helping.

...

Crap. Don't listen to me. It's just my deluded 'from-outside-the-window' perspective.

It's just truth that you speak of in this post.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Looking at old conversations. This time last year, she was telling me about a song she listened to reminded her of me and my "sunshineyness", she said. I don't think I was into that particular band, but it was really sweet to hear someone say things like that to me, nevertheless. I still really miss her. I wish she'd come back. If she'd just drop the ********* and come back and say sorry for the hurtful things she said, I'd forgive her and we could agree to forget this ever happened and pick up where we left off, just talking to each other all the time and saying sweet things to each other and planning adventures. If only there was a way. I remember when she used to tell me she thought I was awesome and she hoped I thought she was awesome too. She wanted me to accept her. If only I'd had my life together and been interesting in time to meet her. I had so many years to prepare, there really was no excuse. I look back at how I was living and just kick myself. I've only met two other girls that were like her, but she was the one who reached out to me the most, and they too are long since taken. Argh. Why do people have to pair off so early? Why do I move so slow? Now there's no one left, and it didn't have to be this way either.

 

[ladyforsaken]

**** everything.

 

[Ero]

Just want to be cared about is all..

 

[Volmornu]

I should upload an avatar soon. I'll do it before I fall asleep. Maybe. I usually get side-tracked when I'm... awake.

 

[PurpleMist]

Just want to be cared about is all..

That was me to. Until my husband told me he didn't love me, but he did care about me! **** him.