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1) I hope you feel better soon, kamya buddy.

2) Thank you, my forum friends (you know who you are) for hearing me out and talking to me about things that have been bothering me. I appreciate it so much.

3) I'm kinda trying to find my old self again. I cannot let bad things change me for the worst.

4) I still feel like I'm not good enough for you. That I can't make you happy no matter how much I want to.
 
user 130057 said:
I really need to reply to these PMs.

Same. Also I have at least 3 people I need to email back, that I haven't. It's not that I've intentionally meant to blow anyone off. I've just felt a lot of low energy days since about late September or so, where I don't feel composed enough to really make much sense. I've felt that I could not give a response that I would say is my best.

Plus I started an accelerated course at school, which means the same amount of work but half the time to do it.

And I've been trying to stay out of the house as much as I can because it helps me take my mind off of certain things.
 
it's that time of the year that people are nagging me to go to the xmas party.
I couldn't think of anything worse !
I think 3 or 4 people (including me), I would enjoy it but not 20 people. Everybody trying to be centre of attention, people getting off with people, people drinking or dancing on the tables, me sat by myself trying to think of a way of going home without anybody noticing.
 
All these rape confessions are making my head go crazy.
I feel very sorry for all those who've had that happen to them. Stay strong. ♥
 
I DON'T want to become someone who only seeks people when they need something, I have never been and don't want to be


user 130057 said:
I haven't had a proper panic attack in years; what the hell's going on?

ssshhhh, don't jinx it ;)
 
Peaches said:
I DON'T want to become someone who only seeks people when they need something, I have never been and don't want to be


user 130057 said:
I haven't had a proper panic attack in years; what the hell's going on?

ssshhhh, don't jinx it ;)



I just had one this evening - that's why I'm wondering what the hell is going on. Too much stress lately I think.
 
Thinking about how life can withhold opportunies from some...maybe through inabilities...or illness or circumstances...opportunities to be fullfilled, or to experience contentment....there is little point in protesting as life never issues any assurance of fairness...but at the same time there is nothing to be gained by drowning in misery and so there has to be some form of acceptance...in the main there is always hope even if it's misplaced and hope will often motivate us and may even permit change. I have also been musing on Ed Millibands position...also Sheila Hancocks suggestion that the mass ceramic poppy display could be disposed of by being crushed by rolling a tank over them...a sort of symbolism of the distruction of life....also been thinking about the Big busted babes site although not necessarily in that order. 😚
 
The only thing I miss about being in a relationship is having help with the kids. I wasn't mentally prepared for the younger one to do what the older has always done. I can't pass it off as copycat anymore, he needs to be tested.
 

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