What are you thinking right now?

[JHK]

Thinking it's ******* cold. I am not ready for -38 yet.

 

[Fest]

My driveway looks like it got hit with an earthquake. Hard to shovel.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

Thinking it's ******* cold. I am not ready for -38 yet.

It's that cold already?

 

[JHK]

Thinking it's ******* cold. I am not ready for -38 yet.

It's that cold already?

Usually this is January weather. They were calling for a long, cold winter though.
Warmed up to -34.

 

[sothatwasmylife]

Thinking I should probably think with a lot more reasoning than I do sometimes..

 

[SophiaGrace]

Why did he care so much and change after some time? I still don't get it.. how can people change so drastically like that? It hurts to be on the receiving end.. and then to be thrown away just like that.

On another thought:
Another 2 spots of bruising. Seriously, what's going on? Didn't even hit those parts of my body with anything.

And stop it nose, stop running, it's annoying. Stop sneezing too, please.. sigh.

Sorry to hear that dear. *hugs*

Hmm... could the bruises be due to something medical related? Or maybe it's a sensitive part?

Because I totally googled it and trust my results.

I think Ladyforsaken has the Black Plague.

We're all doomed.

(no, but seriously, something to do with blood clotting issues perhaps?)

 

[Triple Bogey]

I was going to contribute to the 'lets see the faces ' thread. I took a photo, looked at it and then deleted it.
I looked like a deformed version of vin diesel ! lol

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

Why did he care so much and change after some time? I still don't get it.. how can people change so drastically like that? It hurts to be on the receiving end.. and then to be thrown away just like that.

On another thought:
Another 2 spots of bruising. Seriously, what's going on? Didn't even hit those parts of my body with anything.

And stop it nose, stop running, it's annoying. Stop sneezing too, please.. sigh.

Sorry to hear that dear. *hugs*

Hmm... could the bruises be due to something medical related? Or maybe it's a sensitive part?

Because I totally googled it and trust my results.

I think Ladyforsaken has the Black Plague.

We're all doomed.

(no, but seriously, something to do with blood clotting issues perhaps?)

I looked into it briefly and it did mention something about blood vessels. Keep in mind, this was immediately after an exam, so I can't say my memory's perfect.

 

[Tealeaf]

Why do I make plans with you when you do not listen? Everything I just explained to you I had explained very clearly before, and I just caught you going off on a tangent with today's plans with not a single thing being what we'd agreed to...

It's literally like you half-listen to me all the time and mash together random phrases and words said hours apart.

 

[Cavey]

My niece was suitably impressed that I knew who Olaf is. Must remember to thank LadyF

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8 years. 8 whole years. Nope, still painful.

Hang in there Cavey. *hugs*

Thanks. It's 8 years tomorrow since I separated from my ex-wife and for some reason that was really bugging me this morning. I just needed to get out and about and then I wiped it from my mind again.

I think Ladyforsaken has the Black Plague.

'Not the disease that killed a billion peasants in the 1300s - something MUCH scarier.'

No one is going to know what the **** I am on about...

 

[EveWasFramed]

'Not the disease that killed a billion peasants in the 1300s - something MUCH scarier.'

No one is going to know what the **** I am on about...

Not unless you're on about Ford Fairlane.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Why can't I express my sexuality as if it exists? Why do people pretend it doesn't exist and shield their kids from it as if it's dirty and bad? Sex is a natural part of life. I'm not sure why people moralize it into something bad.

I see what you mean, and I agree that sex is a natural part of life and that it's healthy that you feel like expressing it. And I also feel like it would be unhealthy to suppress it against your will.

I think people moralize it into something bad because sex is seen as animalistic, uncivilized, lacking in self-control or dignity, decadent, and overall contrary to the puritan work ethic and ideals. I think it's mostly a holdover from an earlier era and while i don't think it's good to be ruled by sex or anything else, I don't entirely agree with it because like we both said, sex is a natural part of life and denial or forced repression isn't healthy.

Then again, i think some forms of sexual expression are dark and i wish they would go away. Things like strip clubs and pornography. It gives off a very disturbing vibe to me, a sense of wrongness and i don't like it.

And I for one am glad I was shielded from sex as a kid. Kids just aren't mature enough to really understand it, physically, mentally, emotionally. That's why I think it is often grouped with dark topics like violence and death. It's not that the topics are necessarily always related or that sex is as bad as those other things - it's that kids aren't ready to process it yet and react to it in a mature way.

Also, I'm glad I wasn't exposed to it so that I had more time to be a kid. So that I had more time to stay young and just play, more time to think about kid things like toys, games, cartoons, parks, and make-believe. When I was young it seemed like everyone else wanted to grow up so quickly. From my earliest days in school, the girls were cliquey, snobbish, and cold, and the guys had already formed a hierarchy around sports. Then in around 5th grade it started to be about angry music with swears for swears' sake and who was dating who and rampant sex jokes and innuendoes. Then after that, it was all of that plus weed. It seemed like everyone else was in such a rush to get to that and skip straight to the grown-up world, while i was one of the very few that wanted to stay as kids. A lot of the time it seemed like i was the only one. I'm glad i stayed a kid for as long as possible, and there is a lot i wish i could un-know. Every day, i'm torn between wanting to get what i want as an adult and wishing i could go back to childhood and how i was.

 

[SophiaGrace]

I think Ladyforsaken has the Black Plague.

'Not the disease that killed a billion peasants in the 1300s - something MUCH scarier.'

No one is going to know what the **** I am on about...

You mean Captain Trips? :S

(If you get my reference, I am going to rep you)

 

[Cavey]

I think Ladyforsaken has the Black Plague.

'Not the disease that killed a billion peasants in the 1300s - something MUCH scarier.'

No one is going to know what the **** I am on about...

You mean Captain Trips? :S

(If you get my reference, I am going to rep you)

I know it's something to do with The Stand, but I don't remember what. I do remember that in the Anthrax song 'Among The Living' they say with the help of Captain Trips, he'll bring the world down to it's knees'.

I'm unworthy...

'Not the disease that killed a billion peasants in the 1300s - something MUCH scarier.'

No one is going to know what the **** I am on about...

Not unless you're on about Ford Fairlane.

Ding ding ding. We have a winner. I knew I liked you, Eve. It may be a terrible movie, but I can recite it word for word. To my shame, I have watched it in excess of a hundred times - although not for many years now.

 

[user 108508]

My goodness, the Irish are taking a beatdown today. :/

 

[user 115627]

There's nowhere to run. Yellow tape wherever I look...but that's okay. In a way I have learned that with every committed deed I limit my future options.

So the rage is gone and no tears were shed either. Just the raw experience is left.

 

[Lacrecia]

I just hate when unwelcome memories flood my thoughts when I am TRYING to sleep.

 

[Littlesecret]

Don't know if it's a good or weird idea to stay up till 3:20 which is the time my dad died last year! My body won't let me rest even though I'm tired, and how dare my belly rumble at 2:47 in the morning.


I was wondering if I've become more or less morbid as ive gotten older....I think less, I've stopped saying to friends "goodnight hopefully I'll speak to you tomorrow, just want you prepared incase I die in the night"! To which I got the response "oh well now you've prepared me no need for tears at your funeral" lol!

One thing hasn't changed is I'm not scared of death, maybe my fear would be in the way it happens but not death itself. What can you fear in nothingness - I guess it depends in what you believe.

 

[Solivagant]

Why did he care so much and change after some time? I still don't get it.. how can people change so drastically like that? It hurts to be on the receiving end.. and then to be thrown away just like that.

8 years. 8 whole years. Nope, still painful.

*Hug* I understand.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Finally... Took all day, but my Steam seems to be running normally now.