What are you thinking right now?

[lonelyfairy]

I'm sure how it will end. >.<

 

[ladyforsaken]

During moments like this, I always wonder if this is how it feels like when I'm dying. I'm so tired of trying to breathe.. and I'm so tired of seeing new bruises daily..

From now on, I am going to believe in myself. Other people do not believe in me, so the only person I can rely on is myself. So, I will believe in myself because my external sources of validation and support have failed. They do not care how I feel inside, and I am not being treated with kindness and compassion, so I have to give a honeysuckle about myself because no one else will.

I turn inward.

Note: Not directed at my friends. Directed at something else in my life.

I believe in you, Soph. And I very much agree with this thinking as well. We should be the first and foremost people to give ourselves love, respect, kindness and compassion cos I think we all deserve it at the very least. Most of the time we won't get it from others.. so it's best we do it for ourselves first. The least we can do.

 

[Frostburn]

I'm not sure I can do the work required of me to my bachelor's thesis. I'm so drained all the time and I cannot sleep at night. Work keeps piling up and I feel guilty not doing anything, even when I know I can't work normally in this state. It feels so hopeless.

 

[Peaches]

During moments like this, I always wonder if this is how it feels like when I'm dying. I'm so tired of trying to breathe.. and I'm so tired of seeing new bruises daily..

new bruises? Like, metaphorically or real bruises?

 

[Rainbows]

もういちどあなたにあいたい　

 

[johnny196775Again]

i can't convince myself people on the internet are real people yet.

 

[Arachne]

i can't convince myself people on the internet are real people yet.

We are real just like you johnny ^.^ blessings


Thinking how thankful I am

 

[SophiaGrace]

During moments like this, I always wonder if this is how it feels like when I'm dying. I'm so tired of trying to breathe.. and I'm so tired of seeing new bruises daily..

You need to go to a doctor

Take care of yourself LF.

 

[Darrell_Licht]

You'll like this one. I went sideways into a culvert the other morning. After I got winched out I discovered my passenger tie rod popped. I just changed both ends out this morning.. Steering wheel's still cocked. Gonna have some other eyes on it soon..

Meanwhile, my friend chimes in that he has some BF Goodrich A/T's he just bought last summer he can sell to me.. Capital idea..

Danger riiide!..

 

[Peaches]

i can't convince myself people on the internet are real people yet.

I have the same feeling…

 

[TheSkaFish]

During moments like this, I always wonder if this is how it feels like when I'm dying. I'm so tired of trying to breathe.. and I'm so tired of seeing new bruises daily..

You need to go to a doctor

Take care of yourself LF.

Yes, i second that. go take care of this as soon as possible. please hang on.

 

[Lacrecia]

Suddenly I have so much to do, and no time to do it all tonight

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

During moments like this, I always wonder if this is how it feels like when I'm dying. I'm so tired of trying to breathe.. and I'm so tired of seeing new bruises daily..

You need to go to a doctor

Take care of yourself LF.

Yes, i second that. go take care of this as soon as possible. please hang on.

I third this. Stay strong dear. You mean a lot to us. *hugs*

 

[EveWasFramed]

I wish there was more they could do for you. Watching you suffer and not being able to help just eats at me.

 

[Triple Bogey]

back to work tomorrow. Cold has nearly gone, don't feel sick anymore. Energy is about 50%. My legs and body ache though, all over.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Nothing wrong, which is good. I guess it's just something he has to outgrow like the other one had to.

 

[Rainbows]

</3

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

I just love it when someone takes their time over things.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Trust no one.

 

[Peaches]

the day my mother passes away, I think I will go too, she is all I have