What are you thinking right now?

[johnny196775Again]

Something saddens me. Maybe it is the unknown of going into the future. Nothing is really in my control.

 

[user 115627]

I know we're not done with being ashamed here in Germany when my fellow countrymen still use slurs like negro and wog so casually...

On a lighter note, I met my German teacher while grocery shopping. Even wished him a merry Christmas...goodness, I felt awfully human right there.

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

I feel much better than I had anticipated I might.

 

[Rainbows]

I feel like your eyes are burned into my mind or something, because I can't seem to forget them. That's so stupid. I feel ridiculous. Typically me, to go and like an apathic introverted passive guy. Yeah.

And last night, I spent the evening surrounded by friends and a few guys I could totally like. Handsome, outgoing, nice. Yet .. argh. I'll tell you what I'm thinking on Friday. Good thing since I'm not going to see you as much again from then on... Maybe for the better.

 

[jd7]

I should be working on this project proposal and yet I am listening to decades-old gangsta rap.

 

[Rainbows]

I just got rejected. k bye.

edit: I'm laughing. I feel like a fool.

 

[SophiaGrace]

I should be working on this project proposal and yet I am listening to decades-old gangsta rap.

You must go to the college from hell.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

I just got rejected. k bye.

Oh dear. Sorry to hear that.

 

[Rainbows]

I just got rejected. k bye.

Oh dear. Sorry to hear that.

Eh.
Whatever.
It's a what comes around goes around I guess.

---

 

[ladyforsaken]

Thanks to everyone who replied.
Anyone who wants to stay in contact knows where to find me, or can simply ask. My reasons for leaving are not good ones. Frankly I'm disappointed in several different people but life will go on.

I got your back, OC. *hugs*

It's been a long day, and I'm grateful for ladyforsaken. She's the best, I love her <3

Grateful for you too, my dear. <3
I'm just glad things worked out for you in the end.

I just got rejected. k bye.

edit: I'm laughing. I feel like a fool.

I'm sorry you had to go through that... I absolutely know that feeling and would never wish anyone to go through it too. It's a sucky feeling. :\

 

[lonelyfairy]

Sigh... I need to work very very very hard if I want to achieve all my dreams. :/

No reason to try. It's pointless. I think I will stop it now. Always ignored. .___.

*BIG hugs*

No reason to try. It's pointless. I think I will stop it now. Always ignored. .___.

*hugs*

No reason to try. It's pointless. I think I will stop it now. Always ignored. .___.

everyone having a positive day? like me, mind you


collective hugs

No reason to try. It's pointless. I think I will stop it now. Always ignored. .___.

:club: Here, take this. I think everyone needs it today. Use it wisely.

Omg, you guys... Thank you. ;__; Heh, I will use it wisely!

People seem so sad lately here, let's all cheer up~

 

[SophiaGrace]

This is the last time I will ever see you probably. Don't think I didn't see your red-rimmed eyes. You wanted to cry. Heck, I do too now.

For all our fights and disagreements. I guess this is what it's come down to. Me helping you move away from me and knowing I won't ever see or hear from you again.

Sigh. I'll miss you. Goodbye, friend.

 

[Cavey]

This is the last time I will ever see you probably. Don't think I didn't see your red-rimmed eyes. You wanted to cry. Heck, I do too now.

For all our fights and disagreements. I guess this is what it's come down to. Me helping you move away from me and knowing I won't ever see or hear from you again.

Sigh. I'll miss you. Goodbye, friend.

Sounds like the end of my marriage...

---

I feel much better than I had anticipated I might.

I know today was a difficult day for you, so I'm extremely happy to hear this.

 

[mountainvista]

We had the birthday party for my younger daughter today. She'll be 12 on Monday. I cannot comprehend that. She was a teeny baby, like, just yesterday. Now she is an inch shorter than I am and every bit as sassy as her sister.

 

[jd7]

Maybe it's possible to cultivate such a potent and perfect sadness that it becomes self-sustaining regardless of our circumstances. Perhaps we continue to orbit it, dancing precariously on its event horizon - blissfully unaware - until the most seemingly insignificant action pushes us into its gravitational field. Is it ever possible to give ourselves over to another while still locked in orbit around our own dark creations? I wonder.

 

[Peaches]

I know some very strange and marvelous people

 

[Rainbows]

When asked if I'm angry or sad, what do I reply? What do I reply to his question if I'm going to drop him? Claiming that you don't want to lose me, yet hurt me like that? I'm not sure. You know that I'm too nice of a person, and sadly strong enough to do it, to forgive you and look you in the eye and move on like nothing happend. You know I can just continue on being your friend like nothing happend, because that's who I am.

But, how am I supposed to forget you then? Everytime my friends text me, I am reminded of you. When I see them, I'm reminded of you. Am I supposed to close myself off? I should just be mad at you for doing what you did (Note: this is not rejecting me, it's the thing he did before that.), then all would be easier.

But I can't.
Sadly.

Yesterday I couldn't stop crying on the phone with my friend and I could hear the pain in his voice because he didn't know what to say or do.
Then I had to listen to countless "what a fool, if I were him I would've known what to do.''s from people.(not that those help, they really don't, you aren't him and that's probably exactly why.)

Okay. I'm done ranting for today. I'll be fine in a while, probably. Although I wonder if my memory will forget something like that so soon. I actually doubt it very hard.

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

Sorry you're hurting Rainbows...

Hurt sucks!

I'm sending sweet & lovely energy along for you.

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If I don't get me a move on I'll be late for work!

 

[EveWasFramed]

I'm goin back to sleep.

 

[Lilith]

I am determined to educate myself during winter break.