What are you thinking right now?

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

I think I've reached the point where I'm thinking of harming myself. I already scratch my arms. Might make sure to give any dangerous objects where I live to someone else in case it gets worse. I don't really know how to ask though. I'm also a bit worried if this is me unintentionally looking for attention.

Don't do anything you'll likely regret, Mr. Seal. When I was at your age similar thoughts passed through my mind once...luckily an equally remorseful event made me snap out of it before I could put things into action. I'd like to spare you the experience.

In case you're looking for attention - you got mine now. Just don't give in to these dark thoughts. Stay sharp.

I won't give in. I'm too afraid to do that and I know it won't solve anything if I do. I'm just trying to figure out what to do next to solve it and if I really have a problem, or if I'm accidentally looking for attention again and should avoid it in case it's a false alarm I didn't notice.

Thanks Rodent.

 

[Cavey]

I think I've reached the point where I'm thinking of harming myself. I already scratch my arms. Might make sure to give any dangerous objects where I live to someone else in case it gets worse. I don't really know how to ask though. I'm also a bit worried if this is me unintentionally looking for attention.

Don't do anything you'll likely regret, Mr. Seal. When I was at your age similar thoughts passed through my mind once...luckily an equally remorseful event made me snap out of it before I could put things into action. I'd like to spare you the experience.

In case you're looking for attention - you got mine now. Just don't give in to these dark thoughts. Stay sharp.

I won't give in. I'm too afraid to do that and I know it won't solve anything if I do. I'm just trying to figure out what to do next to solve it and if I really have a problem, or if I'm accidentally looking for attention again and should avoid it in case it's a false alarm I didn't notice.

Thanks Rodent.

Yeah, don't give in to it. You seem like a decent bloke and I'd hate to see you do anything 'silly'. Don't be afraid to seek help before your frustration levels get too high - it's not a sign of weakness and no one will mind if ends up being a plea for attention.

 

[johnny196775Again]

My new drum machine is the bee's knees.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

My new drum machine is the bee's knees.

Drum machine? Ooh! What's that?

 

[johnny196775Again]

My new drum machine is the bee's knees.

Drum machine? Ooh! What's that?

hello.

Here is an article i found that should describe it well enough.

A drum machine is an electronic musical instrument designed to imitate the sound of drums or other percussion instruments. They are most commonly associated with electronic music, but are also used in many other genres. They are also a common necessity when session drummers are not available or desired.

Most modern drum machines are sequencers with a sample playback (rompler) or synthesizer component that specializes in the reproduction of drum timbres. Though features vary from model to model, many modern drum machines can also produce unique sounds, and allow the user to compose unique drum beats.

 

[TheRealCallie]

It's always something....

 

[Amthorn]

Having a bit of a panic attack, everything seems scary and no place feels safe

 

[EveWasFramed]

Having a bit of a panic attack, everything seems scary and no place feels safe

(hug)
You're safe here, Amthorn.

 

[Amthorn]

Having a bit of a panic attack, everything seems scary and no place feels safe

(hug)
You're safe here, Amthorn.

I do appreciate it, just wish I had a quiet safe place to be alone. I hate feeling so weak and powerless.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Ive found that often, people who consider themselves "weak" are some of the strongest people I know.
I'm sorry you're feeling that way though. I hope the feeling passes soon.

 

[Peaches]

^

 

[user 115627]

Doing the right thing even when people are watching - that's courageous. But I'm not there yet...at least the basic mindset is right. I'm not doing it to be seen.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Did pretty well on my exam.
Exciting news about my study, probably going to be featured on tv and maybe published in magazine.

Congrats!

Maybe I don't know who I really am. But I suppose it matters little cause others won't ever find out either.

I'll find out.

So will I. And you can't stop me, Rodent.

I think I've reached the point where I'm thinking of harming myself. I already scratch my arms. Might make sure to give any dangerous objects where I live to someone else in case it gets worse. I don't really know how to ask though. I'm also a bit worried if this is me unintentionally looking for attention.

Don't do anything you'll likely regret, Mr. Seal. When I was at your age similar thoughts passed through my mind once...luckily an equally remorseful event made me snap out of it before I could put things into action. I'd like to spare you the experience.

In case you're looking for attention - you got mine now. Just don't give in to these dark thoughts. Stay sharp.

I won't give in. I'm too afraid to do that and I know it won't solve anything if I do. I'm just trying to figure out what to do next to solve it and if I really have a problem, or if I'm accidentally looking for attention again and should avoid it in case it's a false alarm I didn't notice.

Thanks Rodent.

Yeah, don't give in to it. You seem like a decent bloke and I'd hate to see you do anything 'silly'. Don't be afraid to seek help before your frustration levels get too high - it's not a sign of weakness and no one will mind if ends up being a plea for attention.

I echo what these guys have said, too. *hugs* Seal. You've got us - and you know where to find me whenever you might feel the urge or feel down and need someone to talk to.

 

[Rainbows]

za

 

[Peaches]

^ amazing!

 

[Rainbows]

^ amazing!

thank you!

 

[VanillaCreme]

I didn't know I would have to specify what kind. And I certainly didn't realize that I'd have to explain to someone 40 years older than me the different types of sugars.

 

[Triple Bogey]

nobody tries to 'match make' me - doesn't happen ever.
It's show I'm not a 'catch'

 

[Peaches]

^ ditto, then..

there are so many non-compassionate people in this world, really a lot of them

 

[Amthorn]

Just wondering if I will ever feel really intimate with another human being again. Or if I even really want to.