What are you thinking right now?

[lonelyfairy]

So what? Ugh

 

[Mouse]

I'm thinking of sharpening my perfect pencil. Hahaa, that sounds suggestive.

suggestive except for the sharp blade part! *cringe* Sharp things should stay away from suggestive inuendos.

But my perfect pencil has an enclosed sharpener. Therefore safe from prodding - except paper.

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I am thinking what a great weekend it's going to be!

 

[Rainbows]

Today I allowed myself to think back about those awful bullies when I was twelve. I told him everything I remembered. I tried to explain to him the pain you feel when experiencing loneliness; when you're wondering why nobody likes you; wondering if you wouldn't be better off dead.

He said he didn't understand, but wishes he did. I cried for an entire hour, shaking - and he just held me. Whispered sweet things in my ear, telling me he loves me.

I'm so happy, but scared at the same time. I'm scared of being left. I'm scared of being alone again. Scared of what my reaction will be if I'm alone again...

 

[PenDragon]

This has always been a case with me. When ever I have high hope about anything, almost every time I get disappointed. Whether it's game, movie, books and sometimes people too. But when ever I have a little low expectation on something they always surprise me. may be I lack foresight. And I'm a total idiot to read the all things in reverse order or any order at all.

 

[Triple Bogey]

Just been in a pub, didn't like it, too noisy. Found a quiet corner and drank a coke.
With my Mam, her friend, my brother and his girlfriend

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

A friend of mine far away from me is telling me that he might be thinking of suicide. He lies a lot though, and I cannot tell whether he's being serious or whether he's lying. I mean, I'll treat this as if he's telling the truth, but I don't really know what to do.

 

[PenDragon]

It is possible, right? I mean this is just another one of those, right? It will happen again, right?

Of course damn it! It's part of life. Some things go and few things stay for a little while and some things stay forever. It need a lot to differentiate between what is what.

 

[tc00]

Listening to Susan Cowsill sing "The way that it goes", and thinking of this old quote about pain and loneliness.

“I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom". ~ Edgar Allan Poe

 

[SophiaGrace]

I cannot sleep I cannot sleep at all. Too many things running through my mind.

It's occurred to me that I haven't felt depressed in a while, which I consider odd. This isn't the normal course of things for me.

 

[user 115627]

Trust no one.

 

[SophiaGrace]

Trust no one.

Cheers to loneliness then I guess.

 

[user 115627]

Trust no one.

Cheers to loneliness then I guess.

Sigh...you'd think solitude helps, but it seems like there's no place to hide from vilification really.

 

[Mouse]

I had better eat now.

 

[PenDragon]

Finally! The moment has come. My love is back again

 

[VanillaCreme]

Why don't they just open a department store for him? He's got 55 ******* shirts, and that's not even including the other 2000 other shirts he had out before.

 

[Mouse]

Women apparently are great shoe collectors; almost to fetish standard.

 

[SophiaGrace]

Should I start a new Manga?

 

[lifestream]

I think 'Sussudio' will be forever ruined for me by that scene in American Psycho, haha.

 

[Mouse]

I'm feeling drained.

 

[Peaches]

third week in a row in this new jazz place that someone much younger wants to spend the night with me, haven't heard that in years- takeaway: this place has really, really good lighting

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Should I start a new Manga?

(jumping) please, please, do
oh wait, you mean reading or writing?