What are you thinking right now?

[Paraiyar]

Well that second exam certainly went worse than the first one. Very glad to have this over and done with.

 

[Paraiyar]

Every time I think I'm making progress on getting a band together something happens to prove me wrong.

 

[Solivagant]

When you think you know everything you can know, you're not motivated to pursue situations where you might learn something new; and when you don't learn anything new, you continue to think you know everything.

 

[Paraiyar]

Nevermind..

 

[user 130057]

OK, it's time to get up and do something a little more productive.

 

[Lacrecia]

I need to stop thinking about what I should do and actually DO it.

 

[Serenia]

I wish they had told the truth, I will always wonder.

 

[WishingWell]

I have to do it and get it over with.

 

[Paraiyar]

I just can't ever have the relations with them that I want to.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I feel like I've been so out of touch with the forum. :\

Apparently I have great and well-kept teeth.

*nods*

 

[Triple Bogey]

feeling sleepy

 

[Aisha]

O brother mine, did I not tell you to have some faith in me? It takes some hope, faith, patience and a lot of hard work.

 

[Serenia]

Looking forward to it so much, and the other plans being made.

 

[Paraiyar]

I'm sick of this supinity.

 

[WishingWell]

I would never tell anyone that!

 

[user 115627]

My little cousin is an idiot with pyromaniacal tendencies who also shot at a cat with a BB gun to see whether she would jump like in the movies. And he collects Yu-Gi-Oh cards.

Why.

 

[TheSkaFish]

hoping this pile of garbage computer stays on for the rest of the day. i'm afraid to turn it off because i worry it won't go back on again. i've backed up all my files just in case, but man. i really don't need this. as much as i've gotten angry at this damn thing over the years, i need it to keep going.

 

[kamya]

My little cousin is an idiot with pyromaniacal tendencies who also shot at a cat with a BB gun to see whether she would jump like in the movies. And he collects Yu-Gi-Oh cards.

Why.

I can see the documentary now. "We ignored the early warning signs...."

 

[TheSkaFish]

Just saw something that seems to all but confirm that I'll be single for life, something that really sticks a knife in my dreams. At the very least, my chances of ever being with the one I wanted most of all, the one who blew me away, the one who was everything I'd always wanted and been waiting for, the one who fascinated me endlessly and ignited my sense of wonder are even more greatly diminished. I'm just not going to meet anyone like her again. I haven't before, I haven't since, and I doubt I ever will.

I should have been ready by the time I met her. I should have cultivated an interesting personality, should have known who I was by then. Indecision, cluelessness, and giving in to fear and doubt have consequences, and this is what I get for dragging my feet all these years thinking I had all the time in the world to get myself together. And now, things have gone from bad to worse. It just sucks, because even though I learned my lesson, there's nothing I can do with it. It's just game over. How can I possibly enjoy trying to get to know someone else when the whole time I'll be wishing I could have been getting to know her instead and knowing that I would have been so much happier? I can go through the motions, but I can't lie to myself.

I know that I only have myself to blame, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like there's nothing left for me to do. I should have, how I wish I could have, but my chance to have someone really special came, and now it's ******* gone.

 

[ladyforsaken]

My little cousin is an idiot with pyromaniacal tendencies who also shot at a cat with a BB gun to see whether she would jump like in the movies. And he collects Yu-Gi-Oh cards.

Why.

Surprised you even lasted that long to collect all that information from a kid.. lol.