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Oh FFS your inefficiency means i've wasted yet another hour twiddling my thumbs waiting for you to rectify it AAAGGGHHH!
 
evanescencefan912 said:
sometimes I feel like I'm just scrolling my life away, need some more things to do.


I've felt that way too, many times.  At the same time, I've found a lot of neat things on the net, and especially here, a place to unburden myself from my thoughts.  I guess I need to get better at balancing the two - real life, and the net.




Today was one of those "how am I this old already, where have all the years gone" days.  I hope there's still time enough left to do the things I want to, and the things I don't know I want to yet.
 
A lady I used to work with, informed me that she blocked me on Facebook 2 years ago when she quit and that she hoped I didn't take offense. She took more offense to me telling her that I didn't notice. And I honestly did not.
 
Tired of certain people talking about me behind my back. Why don't you say it to my face.
 
TheRealCallie said:
Rodent said:
AmytheTemperamental said:
Rodent said:
From one nuisance to another. Cardiology, here I come.

Routine checkup?

Nope, blood pressure way off for my age.

Want some of my beta blockers?

Not yet. I'm gonna have go through a 24-hour monitoring first, so they can tell me whether it's consistent. Especially since it was way lower when I measured it at my parents once (though still higher than average).
 
Rodent said:
TheRealCallie said:
Rodent said:
AmytheTemperamental said:
Rodent said:
From one nuisance to another. Cardiology, here I come.

Routine checkup?

Nope, blood pressure way off for my age.

Want some of my beta blockers?

Not yet. I'm gonna have go through a 24-hour monitoring first, so they can tell me whether it's consistent. Especially since it was way lower when I measured it at my parents once (though still higher than average).

Perhaps it's just 'White Coat Syndrome'?

I hate having to interact with anyone, let alone medical professionals, so whenever they take my blood pressure in a medical facility it comes back incredibly high. The last time they took it, they wanted to admit me on the spot as my systolic pressure was 197. I've had a lifetime of this, so I explained the situation and politely declined. I tested it myself in a stress free environment and it was back in the 120s.

They wanted to put me on beta blockers when I was around your age, but I bought a high end monitor of my own and took it into the doctor's office to show them that the rise in BP was just a reaction to my dislike of social interaction with perceived authority figures :)
 
I'm going to try antidepressants. I hope they work. I don't know what else to do if they don't. I hope I can get them soon.
 
Paraiyar said:
I honestly cannot believe I'm 26.

25 and thereabouts was more difficult to accept than 30.


I made the mistake of looking at the ForeverAlone 30+ subreddit... Knew it was a bad idea.
 
ardour said:
Paraiyar said:
I honestly cannot believe I'm 26.

25  and thereabouts was more difficult to accept than 30.


I made the mistake of looking at the ForeverAlone 30+  subreddit... Knew it was a bad idea.



Hope that is the case for me.

Hoping looking at the subreddit hasn't dented you too much. Hope 2017 changes things for you.
 

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