Yeah, I realize why I can't branch out of here and why I keep coming and going. I'm among-st the similar wolf-pack. I'm surrounded by the hurt and the hopeless. You can't go elsewhere without risking being seen wrongly and in-turn hurt even more in the process. You're very much inviting it by not acknowledging the outside looking-in view of it beforehand. Both ends need to grasp this concept. We're simply mis-understanding each other... Either, get over the hurt or accept your fate of being stuck in it. Obviously, the right answer if you truly want out, is, to get over it. It's all about fighting yourself for what you want and to stop being so scared to put yourself fully out there.
Otherwise, we're all just sitting around hoping to be seen without even showing the best of ourselves. And those odds aren't much different than expecting to suddenly win a million dollars tomorrow via fate without even entering in any sweepstakes or lottery. Think of those odds carefully and ask yourself deeply, if you should fight your fears/hurt or continue to wait for that perfect touch to pull you out of your dark smoke.
