What are you thinking right now?

[Prebb89]

Just how awkward and lonely I am. I'm miserable with everything at the moment and too scared to change any of it.
I am 32 and have come to the conclusion I will never have children, I'm always going to be in a dead end job. I have lost my friends due to me not being able to function as a normal human being. And I'm always going to be sad. I'm in the process of accepting this at the moment and just want to cry all the time but that just drains me more. I hope it wasn't meant to be a happy thread!

 

[TheSkaFish]

Just how awkward and lonely I am. I'm miserable with everything at the moment and too scared to change any of it.
I am 32 and have come to the conclusion I will never have children, I'm always going to be in a dead end job. I have lost my friends due to me not being able to function as a normal human being. And I'm always going to be sad. I'm in the process of accepting this at the moment and just want to cry all the time but that just drains me more. I hope it wasn't meant to be a happy thread!

I think about a lot of similar things, and feel a lot of similar ways. I'm afraid I don't have any answers as I'm trying to work these kinds of problems out myself. But you're not alone in feeling this way.

Also, welcome to the forum.

 

[Sarah G]

Just how awkward and lonely I am. I'm miserable with everything at the moment and too scared to change any of it.
I am 32 and have come to the conclusion I will never have children, I'm always going to be in a dead end job. I have lost my friends due to me not being able to function as a normal human being. And I'm always going to be sad. I'm in the process of accepting this at the moment and just want to cry all the time but that just drains me more. I hope it wasn't meant to be a happy thread!

Sounds like you're grieving but that's the way to healing, hopefully. I know it can be so exhausting. Just try and let yourself go through it without judging yourself. Be kind to you.

Don't worry, it's not a happy thread.

 

[user15010]

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[SherryGee]

I replied to my old friend last week, still havent heard from them. I just hope they are alright.

 

[Azariah]

I'm wondering why my left nipple is itchy.

 

[user15010]

I talk too much.

 

[user 135671]

If I die tonight will my cat eat my body before it's found?

 

[user15010]

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[beingnobody]

Administrator's note: Due to the originality of the question it asks this thread falls under the criteria of "Essential" and hereby shall remain as a historical landmark of aLonelyLife.com in the form of a sticky. Thank You, ThatOneGuy!

4th of April 2008
- Robin
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Just type exactly what you are thinking right now. Exactly what you are thinking... don't hold back(except if it is explicit, against another member or the forum, etc.).

Just a thread to clear your thoughts with.


And.......................................................................... GO!

That which is worthy does not seek attention.

 

[Finished]

Everybody is a **** mess. We should all be easier on ourselves.

 

[Just Games]

I just don't get how you haven't pulled by now,you've got such a good sense of humour.I think you need to get out a bit more.

 

[Sarah G]

I'm supposed to be reading but there I go down the meme hole again

 

[Just Games]

Crap why is my ass getting skinnier as I get older.Spent whole life trying to put weight on it and now I gotta buy new jeans cause they baggy.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Sweet, looks like the rain is going to stop earlier than it said it would yesterday. I might get a walk in today after all.

 

[Sarah G]

Full moon on Saturday, that explains a lot

 

[TheRealCallie]

Full moon on Saturday, that explains a lot

Lunar Eclipse this week too, if that impacts anything.

 

[Sarah G]

Lunar Eclipse this week too, if that impacts anything.

Oh that's cool. It probably impacts something but I wouldn't know what. I just looked it up and it won't be visible here as the moon will already be below the horizon at that time.
I think people act extra kooky at full moon but I expect that's a disproven theory like all the fun stuff.

 

[Trevor]

Trying to get used to my new reading glasses. lol

 

[TheSkaFish]

Ever so often I'll hear the roar of a car engine somewhere in the distance, and sometimes it will have that distinct tone of a V8 muscle car, and I can't help wonder what it is...where it's going in such a spirited way. What it might be like to drive it. The other day I saw a Model S Plaid at the airport, one of the fastest accelerating production cars in the world. But other than knowing what it is, it did nothing for me emotionally. I know it has to happen but I am not looking forward to that electric car future. Silent motors are going to make cars so anonymous, without much personality, character, feeling, soul...it's going to make cars a lot more like mere transportation devices, and a lot less romantic.