What are you thinking right now?

[Melli12]

Borderline sucks. I wished I could be normal. I feel very lonely and abandoned due to my disease and dependency on what is called the fav person. Glad I can call the caretakers, I drove myself into another crises today.
I ask myself, are ppl, who don't have BPD, able to understand this feelings. The abscence of a fav person feels like the worst rejection ever and pulls me into self-doubts, fear and sadness and I need to fight self-harm and suicidal thoughts. When am I going to be kind of normal? I have only one choice, because I decided to not kill myself, means, to live with BPD and to face it. It's a ride with the devil.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Why is everyone calling me today? It's a snow day, leave me the **** alone. lol

 

[SecondStarTotheRight]

 

[SecondStarTotheRight]

He is sooooo transparent.

 

[verticalray]

Rollercoaster

 

[TheRealCallie]

I'm trying to make oatmeal cookies again.....we shall see, we shall see.....

 

[user 139760]

Why is everyone calling me today? It's a snow day, leave me the **** alone. lol

Aw, I'm sorry. What's your number? I'll call you to cheer you up.

 

[4No1]

How a high relative humidity can be a absolute dryness. If I don't stop I'll be lost in this absolute relativity. And if we take away a matter will we lose not only an absolute and realtive humidty but an absolute zero as well? Have somebody added smth to my water or it's because I don't sleep enough?

 

[Sarah G]

Great British Menu is
Whipped chicken liver tartlet
Cat Deeley

 

[TheRealCallie]

Aw, I'm sorry. What's your number? I'll call you to cheer you up.

 

[Sarah G]

This thread should be called "Screaming Into The Void".

 

[TheRealCallie]

I'm trying to make oatmeal cookies again.....we shall see, we shall see.....

SUCCESS!!!!

 

[TheRealCallie]

This thread should be called "Screaming Into The Void".

The frying pan doesn't hurt THAT much.......

 

[Sarah G]

Today’s date is the 3rd? What’s next, the 4th? the 5th? the minor fall, the major lift?

 

[SecondStarTotheRight]

Today’s date is the 3rd? What’s next, the 4th? the 5th? the minor fall, the major lift?

 

[Sarah G]

 

[U-122]

Aren't forums also social media? Or do you mean like 90s BBS

How a high relative humidity can be a absolute dryness. If I don't stop I'll be lost in this absolute relativity. And if we take away a matter will we lose not only an absolute and realtive humidty but an absolute zero as well? Have somebody added smth to my water or it's because I don't sleep enough?

No, you don't make the best word salad. He does.

 

[SecondStarTotheRight]

Worst chocolate ever. Just don't bother. Thought it couldn't be that bad.
It's horrendous.

 

[Abstamyous]

Dance for me, dance for me, dance for me ohhhhohohhh

 

[Finished]

I'm soooooooooooo glad I don't have to work any more. It's cold this morning and I don't even have to open the door all day if I don't want to.