What are you thinking right now?

[cheaptrickfan]

I'm kind of pissed at our health care system right now. That's what I am thinking. I have to schedule an appointment with my primary care physician to get a referral to see a surgeon even though I just had surgery for this same sort of thing a few months ago. Common sense would dictate that I should just call the surgeon directly, but no. The ******* insurance company says I have to have a doctor look me over to determine if there's something wrong or not.

No honeysuckle there's something wrong, there's a ******* LUMP IN MY SIDE!

And it's not as though I can feel this lump and then see a surgeon right away. It may take a week to see my regular doctor and then another ******* month before the surgeon examines me and then another 6 weeks until surgery is scheduled, but yeah, this is a ******* health care system that works... and I have health insurance.

Maybe I should stab myself in the side, get taken to the ER and casually mention, "Oh yeah, by the way... there's a lump there, can you check it out for me?"

honeysuckle.

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Also, I understand why some animals eat their young. Cabin Fever has set in here and it ain't pretty.

 

[PoWer2tHePeOpLE]

the health care system isn't brilliant in australia either.. though i have no idea what it's like with insurance. sounds like a whole bunch of bullshit red tape to me CT. nothing brings out the anger like being ill and no one giving a fresia.

matchmaker evan.. hope the project works out well.. hmm didn't know angst had an orientation.

well.. i am thinking about my holiday.. about what happened today.. with me chum.. with me workie.. heard a caller on radio say that they came to an epiphany, when asked by the dj what that epiphany was the caller said that they realised that potato chips were called 'chips' because they were chipped off the potato. the dj didn't seem impressed but to be fair the caller did own up to having a few 'tinnies' before 'the revelation'.

i am okay with 'messy' but i have limits to my 'grimy'.

my cat was just trying to get closer for a comfy spot when i accidently elbowed her in the head. now she is keeping her distance. forgive me buddy, my elbows know not what they do.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Tire from working...on top of that one of my co-worker locked the key to my truck in the office that she
didn't have the keys to. It was retarded. I didn't get mad at her. i just wanted to go home...It's saturday FFS.
I had to wait 2 freaken hours...

I'm in a wierd space. I know my life has gotten better, but i need a change of pace or something.
I'm starting to get bored with everything. Some excitment to spice up my life without the fucken dramma.

 

[evanescencefan91]

thanks p2p i hope it works out too,

man i just wish this saturday could last forever all i want to do is rest and loiter aimlessly online

stupid 2 day weekend what were they thinking we need an extra week in a day 2 days is not enough to get everything i need to get done and get some much needed rest

and i hate my rhetoric class and teacher it seriously makes me want to cry what the fresia is with her ******* grading she's giving me like 2/4 points on these ******* weekly reflections and it's ******* pissing me off what do you want us to do reflect well i am! what the fresia are you taking off these points for you whore!!!

god angry grr, sorry

 

[SophiaGrace]

hmn, anger...i think i experienced this while going through anti depressant withdrawal. Extreme amounts of rage for no reason at all. It was strange. I hope your withdrawal isnt too bad Evanescencefan.

It'll pass, believe me

 

[evanescencefan91]

thanks sophia i really applicate it I hope your right

*hugs*

 

[zero]

the future
...and the past

 

[evanescencefan91]

let's see her I have a total of 4 slides including the title page

uggg God i hate homework sooo much *cries*

goooooood homework is so boring *sighs*

 

[shells]

let's see her I have a total of 4 slides including the title page

uggg God i hate homework sooo much *cries*

goooooood homework is so boring *sighs*

Me tooo.

I'm sorry.

 

[evanescencefan91]

thanks shells

well woot phew I'm finnaly finished it only took about an hour and a half longer than i expected so about 3 hours uggg

 

[SophiaGrace]

the future
...and the past

Yay Zero is back

 

[Lonesome Crow]

My duaghter called me first thing this morning. She's doing better.
Still has to deal for the consequence of her actions...
I don't belive she wants to hurt herself anymore (at the moment).
Of course..I have to keep her out of jail. Hopefully she gets it the first time.
What am I suppose to do...she's my duaghter (step duaghter) never the less, I'm still her daddy.
mmmm...it's not like my mother didn't have bailed me out of jail when I was her age...(like 3 times)
I hope i don't have to do the samething my mother had to do. (she dis-owned ma .lol)
I hope it dosn't get to that piont. She seems fine at the moment...Errr, I probably was the sameway..probably drove me mother nutz.
Unconditional love...Simple, not easy.

She reminds me so much of me sometimes. It's probably why I love her the much more.
Just trying to treat her as I wanted to be treated when I was going through that.
I didn't turn out too bad...So it's all good.

 

[NeverMore]

Tomorrow is talk like a pirate day

I thought talk like a pirate day was in September?

http://www.talklikeapirate.com/piratehome.html

 

[evanescencefan91]

yay I has pills



and it only cost $80 of my dads money

...ehh he is going to be so pissed


but ya there' prescription drugs prescribed by my therapist not street drugs

of course hopefully if i can fully get off seraquell then 'll just be on the lexapro which will be cheaper of course in a few months I'm going to be needing a whole bunch of allergy medication

but good news is

we alll made it through feburay tthe month of evil

it is march now days are getting longer and warmer, so let's all give ourselves a pat on the back for enduring



2 weeks till spring break

college hard, but over the past month and a galf I've only missed one day and that was because i was sick go me

 

[evanescencefan91]

I hate my mother i hate my mother i *******! hate my mother

gah ! god i hate her, how the hell can she spend 20minutes talking about the same **** thing she obviosuly has no understanding of the english language she used of 40 of my ******* minutes this week and now I'm all out,

this project is like the project that will never seem to die

3 hours saturday night wasn't long enough 2 and a half hours up till 2 ******* am sunday corrections 2 hours monday afternoon and still more corections *cires*

stupid group project wasting my time and battery life stupid

sorry monday stressed sad talking to my mother makes me always alittle extra angsty

you guys don't have to read it, I'm sorry about the engativity swearing and honeysuckle it's not directed to anyone here i ******* love you guys

*sighs*


i could use a hug, and while I'm at it a time machine, some alcohal though i haven't drank since like ever, and if that still doesn't work a shot gun
*sighs* well mopping around here isn't going to solve anything but i feel it's nesscary to put my feelings of rage and contempt for my mother somewhere

*sighs*

thanks for listening or not

goodnight

 

[dreamer8]

I need to take a que from my plants and learn to grow healthier and stronger.

 

[cheaptrickfan]

I hate my mother i hate my mother i *******! hate my mother

gah ! god i hate her, how the hell can she spend 20minutes talking about the same **** thing she obviosuly has no understanding of the english language she used of 40 of my ******* minutes this week and now I'm all out,

sorry monday stressed sad talking to my mother makes me always alittle extra angsty

I'm sorry, sweetie. Our relationship with our moms can be aggravating at times.

i could use a hug, and while I'm at it a time machine, some alcohal though i haven't drank since like ever, and if that still doesn't work a shot gun
*sighs* well mopping around here isn't going to solve anything but i feel it's nesscary to put my feelings of rage and contempt for my mother somewhere

(((((((((((((((((EvFan)))))))))))))))))))

 

[oarivan]

buttsex

 

[cheaptrickfan]

I need more tea.

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As March Madness gets underway, my city is orgasming all over the place over their b-ball team. As my favorite team is one of their big rivals (and not doing so well this year), I'm not as into it this year as in the past and all the hype and hysteria is getting on my nerves.

Let's get baseball season started already.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Hugs...Evenscence.
Venting is good.

Ok...so I ran into my ex-gf last night. I don't really give a fresia. I don't.
Just for a moment i had a fleeding thought of wanting the poke the *****'s eyes out...

I was hanging out with a couple of my female freinds.
My friend pulled into her as if she we had a thing or two going. hahahaaaaaa
We're really touchy to begin with anywho.
A year ago she had to hold me still while I cried my heart out.