*sighs* man cedar rapids is boring and filling out job applications GOD!!
why do they need all of my info with so many minute details
ohhh god it makes me want to kill myself D;
but I probably won't because i am being depened upon by someone to pay half the rent next year
which is why I really need a job D;
ohh it's a circle of saddness
i'm never going to get a job
no one wants me
*cries like a little kid*
and
--sorry for more agnst--
(god it seems i have perhaps become immune to the cheeriness of summer, or maybe it's because I'm away from my IC friends and with my mother D;
but also I went to the music store today to get a cable to hook up my amp to my laptop so i could record some stuff on fruity loops from my guitar. And well of course it doesn't work. I can play my itunes with my amp but my computer can't seem to recognize the amp that is connected
does anyone know what I can do?
oh dear god the angst the lonely apathetic angst
I'm pretty much almost positive It's still going to be there when I'm 90