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My duaghter Kelsie. I love her very much.
Hopefully we get to reunite in person soon.
She wants to come visit me.
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Shrunk my external 1Tbyte hdd in windows into 900gig partition, and I formatted the remaining space in OSX into Apple Extended volume, it didn't work (no errors at all, just somehow formatted into a wrong filesystem) formatted again and it seems to stick, but the other partition got unmounted, tried remounting and somehow my shrunk partition becomes unrecognizable, booted back into windows and it tells me the entire drive is unallocated even the partition osx formatted, great, downloaded an app and it rewrote my lost partition table and my 800gig of data is back! hurray!

All these trouble just because I wanted to shrink a volume, **** it. I wish I have everything recorded and see if it was me that did something wrong, perhaps I formatted the wrong partition? But it still shouldn't be unrecognizable and becomes unallocated in windows. Whatever, I'm happy the data is back, but I have no extra hdd or internal space to back up this 800gig of data incase something goes wrong, sigh.
 
what I'm thinking...I feel I shouldn't be thinking. Hahahaaaa
But it's normal for me to think this way as I'm changing the way I think or belive.
So..I'm suppost to be thinking what I'm thinking.
****...that's a lot of thinking :p

Normal or healthy people reconstruct themselves at the core.
In other words Change...becuase life is a constant change.
 
still thinking of her. and how the kitten im going to adopt from her is only going to remind me of her even more.
 
I had a messed-up dream last night on top of an emotional evening and now I'm all headachy and uncertain. Blah.
 
it aint being easy being a daddy sometimes.
I dont like it when my child is so much pains that she has to cry her heart out.
I wish i can make all her troubles go away like I used to when she was a kid but I can't, today.
I love her very much.
 
im wondering why things have to be so complicated. wondering if its worth me getting kind of worked up over it. i kind of cant help it though.
 
Now I am so far beyond the level of pissed off I was at earlier this evening that I can't fully describe it with words other than "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKK!"
 
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*hugs for all :)*

and **** you emotional baseline

you know when you're really worried about something and you feel that once it is taken care of you're going to be so happy for so long

it's always wrong :(

sorry i just feel uninterested in anything today

I'm going to be working a lot this week which is great for monies but it is already feeling mundane and I'm going to be having to be working late

and tonight it was really busy and stressful, and i need to shower to get the tons of grease and smell of chicken off me
 

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