Sean said:
Thanks for kicking me while I'm down.
It was a love kick, trust me.
If you are feeling so crappy, day after day, after day, after day after day, after day after day after day...
Maybe what you need isn't another voice saying "Oh Poor Baby", maybe you need someone to tell you to get up and make a positive change in your life.
You are a grown man, I'm assuming of the age of majority, yet you post stuff like "I'm pathetic, I let fear control my life" virtually every day.
Looks like it might be time for a change! Unless you are content with your current situation!
Either way, no one likes to see a grown man cry.
Here's my take on things, if you know you are pathetic and controlled by fear, stop being pathetic and get over your fears. The way to do that? Action. Take positive steps. Read a self-help book. Meet new people. Get a job. Volunteer. Take up a hobby.