What are you thinking right now?

[synapse]

i dont feel like sleeping

 

[Callie]

I'm beginning to think I was a fool to ever think I could do this. How long am I going to continue going down a dead end road that seems like it will never end...

 

[condemnedsoul666]

I'm beginning to think I was a fool to ever think I could do this. How long am I going to continue going down a dead end road that seems like it will never end...

When the road ends perhaps it time to make a new one, somebody has to why can't it be you?

 

[Callie]

I'm beginning to think I was a fool to ever think I could do this. How long am I going to continue going down a dead end road that seems like it will never end...

When the road ends perhaps it time to make a new one, somebody has to why can't it be you?

I know. It just seems like every time I try to make a new road, I wind up right back on the old road

 

[lonelyfairy]

I thought that you had forgotten me, but I was wrong.

 

[evanescencefan91]

Man I really need my paycheck today we're suppos to get it today and my deposit should still be set up from the bookstore, I have 15& bloody dollars in my account and I just found out I have to pay the freakin apt 50$ for new blinds they put in


****!

Damn having to pay for new blinds that's such a generic white middle class problem, lol

 

[condemnedsoul666]

Then reach that dead end and break the boundaries preventing you from travelling further, and then build your road.

 

[PurpleDays]

What am I thinking?

DAMN Synapse is hot

 

[blackhole]

i consistently hold myself to a higher standard than those around me.

i play by my own set of rules...governed by some code inherited from a totally different time...in a totally different world.

most confuse me for the nice guy i imitate.

i've lost my mind three times.

age fourteen

age twenty-two

age thirty

total psychotic breaks.

each time, something pulls me back, but a little more of the madness stays with me. my true companion.

i control myself, when no one else does the same.

indulge, indulge, indulge. consume, consume, consume.

it feels good to lose control. to join the party. to turn it upside down.

maybe even lock a porn star in a closet, who knows? lol

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am i the only one who feigns out for a gun and an 8ball?

 

[jjam]

I was thinking about ways to warm up the "cold approach". Idea #1. Let's say you go somewhere you don't frequent often to take care of some business. You have a nice interaction with a new face and you'd like to give it a shot. Instead of asking that person for a number at that time, how about calling that place back and requesting to speak to that person? You could say something like "Hey, ____(remembering the name of the person you worked with), this is ____, the guy/girl you just worked with on ______ (description of encounter/service/inquiry)!"

If the person sounds like he/she remembers you (and listen for a positive tone in the voice), then you could say "Well, not to alarm you, I was hoping you and I could chat sometime. Maybe we have things in common and could be friends... maybe hang out sometime! If you're interested, I can give you my number now."

Yes? then YES
No? then "okay, sorry to bother you." and don't go there again for a long time.... lol...

eh...

sometimes I miss school... lol...

 

[edgecrusher]

ugh... im so awkward and skeptical. maybe im just meant to be alone.

 

[synapse]

I saw written somewhere that when people are old, they don't regret the things they had done, but the things they could have done but didn't. I have done nothing at my life. I have lived my entire life through vicarious spyglasses, through muffled sounds from the adjacent room. And sad thing is I don't really see myself changing anytime soon. Hurrdurrdurr self esteem y u no exist?

 

[sadface]

i miss this place

 

[lonelyfairy]

I feel so lonely.

 

[allanh]

I feel so lonely.

/hugs

 

[Luna]

What.the.****.
I have ****** self-image issues (which I'm working on), but it sucks that on a forum for lonely people...I see so many of these stupid ads featuring all these sexy chicks in their body-tight, mini-dresses with their tits hanging out and panties showing.
Fuuuuuuuu-

 

[mintymint]

What.the.****.
I have ****** self-image issues (which I'm working on), but it sucks that on a forum for lonely people...I see so many of these stupid ads featuring all these sexy chicks in their body-tight, mini-dresses with their tits hanging out and panties showing.
Fuuuuuuuu-

I'm plagued by ads for christian dating sites x.x

 

[condemnedsoul666]

They aren't even real people, the images are airbrushed, they have lots of make up, a lot of them had plastic surgery.
I have self image issues as well, you probably aren't bad at all, I always thought i was ugly but when i put up a picture in the lets see all the faces thread, other people said i'm not, and some even said i'm cute.

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Before going to this page i was thinking about how i reacted to that drunk guy, why i was so calm outside and ready to rip him apart on the inside, all because what we though he was gonna do to my sister, even though he said he 'tripped by accident'.
I reacted in way that surprised me, it was almost professional, i could feel the adrenaline but i didn't shake or stutter like i usually do, i felt almost like i actually had a purpose, a reason to continue, and now i think i might even be happy because of him

 

[SophiaGrace]

Man I really need my paycheck today we're suppos to get it today and my deposit should still be set up from the bookstore, I have 15& bloody dollars in my account and I just found out I have to pay the freakin apt 50$ for new blinds they put in


****!

Damn having to pay for new blinds that's such a generic white middle class problem, lol

Any luck with this?

---

What.the.****.
I have ****** self-image issues (which I'm working on), but it sucks that on a forum for lonely people...I see so many of these stupid ads featuring all these sexy chicks in their body-tight, mini-dresses with their tits hanging out and panties showing.
Fuuuuuuuu-

Maybe you see them because you are looking for them. I don't see them.

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I seem to screw up everything.

I do sense a mood shift from you lately. Something's up.

 

[Rosalyn]

^ Well, hi thar.



I might have had a thought before I came into the thoughts topics, but I thoughtlessly forgot my thoughts. So thoughty.