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I love when I dream about something and then that literally shows up in my waking reality the next day. Top-notch synchronicities, that. 👍🏻
This gets even better. I made myself a cup of tea a little while ago, and my tea brand has a little thought or saying on each of those little paper tags attached to the string.
Today's read: "Dreams are the language of the soul."

You can't make this up 💜
 
It's not good I'm thinking about Death at six in the morning on New Years day, apologies Debbie downer sort of thing but kids like the subject every Christmas meal too..haha kids eh!
My wife wants our ashes sprinkled under a tree up the road in a dark graveyard on a quiet main road opposite a forest and surrounded by one.I want to be thrown from a hill looking across this miles long beautiful view where I walk the dog and have my lunch or coffee sometimes where many people visit every day.I thought of halfing my ashes but doesn't feel right.We have been together all our lives and I want to be with her because she's my best friend but she's had friends all her life and probably relishes the peace and quiet lol.
My family all go early , hers reach late nineties ,all of them.I don't want to be under that fcuckin tree on my own.
I wouldn't care if my ashes were put out in the dustbin...
 
Got what he deserved. The US health system is run for and by criminals.
Oof, that's harsh.
You are entitled to your opinion, but I disagree 100%.

I hope the "pretty boy" gets prison for life at the very least (my state does not have the DP), or better yet gets charged with a federal crime and gets the DP.
 
This thread is 17 years old. And I've been here for 15 years with about 3 or four years worth of absence...

*sigh* incomprehensible...

And through out all those years, I've tended to avoid this thread, heh.

edit: in hindsight, very fortunate in many ways, not all ways, but many..
 
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Oof, that's harsh.
You are entitled to your opinion, but I disagree 100%.

I hope the "pretty boy" gets prison for life at the very least (my state does not have the DP), or better yet gets charged with a federal crime and gets the DP.
The hundreds of thousands, possibly millions of UnitedHealthcare insured who either died while being denied life-saving care or were made bankrupt might disagree. Their families are already serving a life sentence. 32% claim denial rate my friend. The CEO was instrumental in that, as well as guilty of insider trading. What a guy...
 
This thread is 17 years old. And I've been here for 15 years with about 3 or four years worth of absence...

*sigh* incomprehensible...

And through out all those years, I've tended to avoid this thread, heh.

edit: in hindsight, very fortunate in many ways, not all ways, but many..

Inconceivable!



It's wild though. One more year, and this thread can legally smoke.

It's been illegally smoking all this time 🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬
 
The hundreds of thousands, possibly millions of UnitedHealthcare insured who either died while being denied life-saving care or were made bankrupt might disagree. Their families are already serving a life sentence. 32% claim denial rate my friend. The CEO was instrumental in that, as well as guilty of insider trading. What a guy...
Well, maybe then Luigi, with his multimillionaire family, stellar academic record and two UPenn degrees should have tried starting his own insurance agency and did things the way he thought was right. Not murdering a husband and father of two young boys.

BTW, Thompson's father was a grain elevator operator. He came from the actual middle class. Not like rich, spoiled, privileged Luigi.

Also, Luigi injured his back from trying to learn how to surf...in Hawaii. The most dangerous place to surf in the world.
He's from Maryland. He could have learned to surf at Ocean Beach or something.
Should an insurance company have to fund endless procedures for a guy that injured himself by doing something irresponsible?
And yeah, that 32%. They can't cover everything. Insurance isn't a magic genie.
When I was consulting I had United Healthcare for 15 years and it was fine for me -- until Obama screwed everything up.
I had to pay out of pocket for some things and they partially (and sometimes fully) covered other things.
I was fine with it.

EDIT:
Forgot to mention.
Luigi attacked Thompson from behind.
Think about that.
He shot an unarmed man who had his back turned to him.
 
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Well, maybe then Luigi, with his multimillionaire family, stellar academic record and two UPenn degrees should have tried starting his own insurance agency and did things the way he thought was right. Not murdering a husband and father of two young boys.

BTW, Thompson's father was a grain elevator operator. He came from the actual middle class. Not like rich, spoiled, privileged Luigi.

Also, Luigi injured his back from trying to learn how to surf...in Hawaii. The most dangerous place to surf in the world.
He's from Maryland. He could have learned to surf at Ocean Beach or something.
Should an insurance company have to fund endless procedures for a guy that injured himself by doing something irresponsible?
And yeah, that 32%. They can't cover everything. Insurance isn't a magic genie.
When I was consulting I had United Healthcare for 15 years and it was fine for me -- until Obama screwed everything up.
I had to pay out of pocket for some things and they partially (and sometimes fully) covered other things.
I was fine with it.

EDIT:
Forgot to mention.
Luigi attacked Thompson from behind.
Think about that.
He shot an unarmed man who had his back turned to him.

32% is double the rate of other insurers. They were also denying coverage for hospital emergency room visits (as if people go to the ER for fun), which is what wipes out life savings and puts people in debt.
 
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The awkward moment when you find out that average hairdresser makes more money than college graduate in your country. And 1d10ts still ask you why you think college is useless. :D
 
32% is double the rate of other insurers. They were also denying coverage for hospital emergency room visits (as if people go to the ER for fun), which is what wipes out life savings and puts people in debt.
OK, but if they were doing something wrong it should have been left to the legal system to deal with it.
You seem like an anti-crime (and anti-gun) kind of guy.
I can't imagine you can see anything good about what Luigi did.
Anyway, I don't want to drag this out any further.
Have a good weekend.
 
I could upskill all I want.
If I still end up doing something that isn't "me", I'm going to be angry and depressed 24/7/365.
As a result of that I'm going to be too tired, apathetic, and angry to be interested in, excited about, or care about anything.

You can have all the skills in the world, but if it doesn't make you into someone you actually like being, it's going to be hard to like your life.
And if you don't like your life, if you don't really like who you are, don't really like yourself, I don't know how you can give off positive enough vibes, and get anyone interested in you when you have no passion and aren't really happy ever.

As I've said before, I'm not like most people.
I don't watch sportsball, so I can't sustain myself that way.
I don't give a f*ck about celebrities either.

I post a lot, but I don't really enjoy sh*tposting either. I wouldn't call it an interest. It's more like fidgeting.

How am I going to attract someone when I'm always some combination of angry, depressed, tired, apathetic, not excited about anything, and don't have any interests?

How am I going to be happy when I feel like a prisoner in a life I hate, and hopeless about the future?

I don't like or care about much of anything anymore. I hate this sh*tty ass world. I don't see a way out.




It's kind of irrelevant at the same time.

I have to find some way to like myself and my life but I really don't know how I'm going to do it.

I don't know. Not having the confidence in my ability to do things, and feeling pessimistic about anything I could do paying off because I'm not one of the "better" people, has always f*cked up my life.
 
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I could upskill all I want.
If I still end up doing something that isn't "me", I'm going to be angry and depressed 24/7/365.
As a result of that I'm going to be too tired, apathetic, and angry to be interested in, excited about, or care about anything.

As I've said before, I'm not like most people.
I don't watch sportsball, so I can't sustain myself that way.
I don't give a f*ck about celebrities either.

How am I going to attract someone when I'm always some combination of angry, depressed, tired, apathetic, not excited about anything, and don't have any interests?

How am I going to be happy when I feel like a prisoner in a life I hate, and hopeless about the future?

I don't like or care about much of anything anymore. I hate this sh*tty ass world. I don't see a way out.
I knew I was saving my 4300th post for something special.

@TheSka is the special man for sure. A man we all feel like we wanna save......but he always resists.

Mate, the only thing holding you back is yourself @TheSkaFish

When all you keeping doing is not working for you, it’s time to do something different. You’re young, you’re without anchoring dependants, you’re decent looking, you’re not uneducated. Stop putting yourself down. It’s like you’re trying to prove to us and convince yourself that there’s nothing in the world that you can do or achieve, which is utter crap. You want to find any obstacle possible for any possibility available to you. You gotta stop doing that. Don’t worry about trying to save America or getting the populous to think your way or convince any woman to be with you, just start doing something and start achieving little things and realise that you can actually accomplish stuff, that you can learn skills, that you can live without needing anyone. When you’re an independent man, capable of looking after himself, and has got some pride from getting something accomplished under your belt, well the rest has a way of coming around to how you might like it. You’re a free white young intelligent healthy attractive guy and it’s only you putting the hurdles in front of yourself.

Try something totally out of left field. Go to another state and ask a farmer if you can live on his property in return for helping him with some chores and you might be amazed at what you might learn.

Start small if you have to. Don’t worry about being some successful entrepreneur. Be humble. See what you can do for others maybe. Become of value to someone else.

There are beautiful places on earth, probably not far from you even. Take a breath and a break from where you are. Remember how the pioneers had so little but persevered? Be a pioneer.
 

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