What made you cry today?

[ahsatan]

I ****** up.

 

[I'm Fine]

I ****** up.

How so? Because if it's just putting up a reply after me and/or Cucoboth - I don't see that as a problem. (That includes you, Finished).

As to me? I woke up crying. It happens sometimes.

 

[ahsatan]

[quote="I']

I ****** up.

How so? Because if it's just putting up a reply after me and/or Cucoboth - I don't see that as a problem. (That includes you, Finished).

As to me? I woke up crying. It happens sometimes.
[/quote]

i **** up at relationships with people.

Sorry u woke up crying. so did i.

 

[I'm Fine]

I ****** up.

How so? Because if it's just putting up a reply after me and/or Cucoboth - I don't see that as a problem. (That includes you, Finished).

As to me? I woke up crying. It happens sometimes.

i **** up at relationships with people.

Sorry u woke up crying. so did i.

Do you want to talk about it?

 

[ahsatan]

not really.too depressed.
thanks though.

 

[I'm Fine]

not really.too depressed.
thanks though.

Fair enough. 

You're not alone, though. Just saying.

 

[Cucuboth]

Had to try calling another of those crisis line things. It wasn’t good. Like talking to a robot really. Unemotional and didn’t understand, and then just said to keep trying the same things I have been trying most of the past 44 years.

So yeah. That was my only real contact with another person for 2 weeks.

 

[ahsatan]

Had to try calling another of those crisis line things. It wasn’t good. Like talking to a robot really. Unemotional and didn’t understand, and then just said to keep trying the same things I have been trying most of the past 44 years.

So yeah. That was my only real contact with another person for 2 weeks.

Sorry that hotline didn't help.I don't really think those hotlines tend to help.[/hr]

 

[I'm Fine]

not really.too depressed.
thanks though.

Fair enough. 

You're not alone, though. Just saying.

Thanks.
I thought i messed up a relationship but i didn't.

Glad you didn't. Hope that means you're feeling a bit better today 

 

[ahsatan]

[quote="I']

not really.too depressed.
thanks though.

Fair enough. 

You're not alone, though. Just saying.

Thanks.
I thought i messed up a relationship but i didn't.

Glad you didn't. Hope that means you're feeling a bit better today 
[/quote]

Yes i am.

 

[MissBehave]

Flashes

and my stupid x boyfriend

 

[SirPanda]

For Ahsatan and Missbehave

 

[ahsatan]

hugs for panda

 

[Finished]

The star of the Movie Anger Management

 

[MissBehave]

Feeling so broken. So damaged.

 

[ABrokenMan]

Feeling so broken. So damaged.

That's my mantra  

Something made me log in after a LONG time away from the forum.
I see some familiar members and lots of new ones.

Nothing's really changed for me, except that time has gone by and I am still lonely, trying my best to move forward in life without falling too far backwards, and dealing with this virus thing that is making everything go kablooey.

Anyway..MissBehave, I understand. I do.
I think I have finally come to the conclusion that I have always been that way - so broken, so damaged. 
I get a refresher course when a wave of depression crashes over me. Thankfully, the latest wave ebbed out to sea rather quickly!

 

[MissBehave]

Feeling so broken. So damaged.

That's my mantra  

Something made me log in after a LONG time away from the forum.
I see some familiar members and lots of new ones.

Nothing's really changed for me, except that time has gone by and I am still lonely, trying my best to move forward in life without falling too far backwards, and dealing with this virus thing that is making everything go kablooey.

Anyway..MissBehave, I understand. I do.
I think I have finally come to the conclusion that I have always been that way - so broken, so damaged. 
I get a refresher course when a wave of depression crashes over me. Thankfully, the latest wave ebbed out to sea rather quickly!

Ohh. I'm sorry you feel the same way. Sucks up be this way. Lol
It does seem to come in waves. Some weeks I manage to focus on the good stuff and others just feels like an ongoing hell. I like your sea analogy.
How are you feeling now? 
*jedi mind sending you good thoughts*

 

[Twin11]

Someone else's Pain, and mine not getting through correctly anymore.... Ever. It seems....

 

[Cucuboth]

Another day with nobody to talk with. Of feeling ignored and invisible. But also know that nobody gives a ****.

 

[ahsatan]

being alive. that's fun

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Another day with nobody to talk with. Of feeling ignored and invisible. But also know that nobody gives a ****.

Sorry u feel that way. Hard to find decent people.