UIL,
please take what I say here to heart. I want to help you.
Men like physically attractive women, yes. HOWEVER...this does NOT mean that men expect their girlfriend or wife to be a photoshopped beauty queen like all those girls you keep linking.
There is a girl I fancied years ago who was considerably heavier than any of those "perfect" girls. She was not "fat", she was just a nice (and different) build to these skinny girls.
To be frank, she had a deliciously curvaceous chest and rear and a face that was really pretty to match. She once winked at me (I really should have asked her out
) and I pretty much
melted.
That's not to say another guy would have found her so pretty or attractive - different men have different tastes.
Now, this is the good part:
if you're not happy with your physical image change it!
Your body is an organic form you can shape to your liking. It reflects your activities and what you do in your spare time. If you want to be slim and athletic like these girls you seem to consider so desirable, look into working out.
Within 8-9 months of hard work your body type will have changed or will be changing and you'll start to look "hot" to a lot of guys. I
guarantee you that if you get a good plan and stick to it.
As a guy, I respect that women don't like men to have big spare tyres round their waists, so I've spent 8 months dropping several stone permanently.
I'm now training my muscles and hoping to drop another stone at least before I'm done. In the end, I should have a "hunky" body. It's something to aim for and improve on! I want to be physically desirable, and that requires hard work.
My body is mine to sculpt as I wish, which is something I'm only just realising. You should realise this too, and convert your negative opinions of your own appearance into a strength.
Please think about what I have to say before you reply in such a negative fashion. Thank you.