What are you thinking right now?

[Qui]

I think so. Really, I do. This is a bad idea, but I'll do it anyway.

 

[evanescencefan91]

I'm really bored, i should find an afterschool activity or something,

there isn't much to do after school though...

so bored.......

 

[Kristen]

every time I watch celebrity expose..I dont get it, why all the stars act so stupid..

 

[armor4sleepPA]

I've only got two sick days left at work now, since I'm staying home with Will who has PINK EYE again...

 

[Kristen]

oh my god, do I have to get up and do those dishes....
I wish I had a boyfriend Mr.Slave

 

[NeverMore]

Waiting for blood work results is nerve raking...

 

[Lost in the Oilfield]

what am I thinking?

 

[armor4sleepPA]

I wish she knew I liked her...

 

[Arianna]

A Letter Meant To Be Read..

Dear Wearer Of Many Masks..

Interesting how the one
demanding TRUTH
is often
standing
farthest from it

Farewell

 

[Qui]

I think I can't keep this up for long.
Adolescence sucks.
I've just had the biggest mood swing of my whole f*cking life. I'm going to kill someone, I swear. I'll dig out all the rusty razor blades and go rippety-rip stab stab at anyone that gets in my way. Yup, I'm one hell of a crazy b*tch tonight. Don't f*cking mess with me. But I don't mean that. I'm sorry. Really, I've been a nuisance recently. With my embarrassing posts. Saying all sorts of embarrassing things about myself. I hope you all don't hate me for it, though even I probably would if I were you. I don't blame you. I'm sorry. I think I'm lucky to have avoided that pit of depression I fell in this time last year. I mean, I'm not depressed. I'm a teenager, but I'm not a depressed one. Not by any standards. Seriously, what teenage girl doesn't think about suicide now and then? We all do, don't lie. And I don't mean consider it, we just think about it, as a concept. An idea. Not a future.

 

[Hazelnuttz]

I am wondering how many (if any) of you have ever laid down and imagined what it would be like to walk around in your house if the ceiling were the floor (lights would be coming out of the floor, etc)....I often did this when I was a child, and I still think it's cool.
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oh my!!! that is so cool i thought i was the only one!!!i did that so often...and that you woul have to step over the wall part to get into the next room..i really thought houses would be so great that way...thanks for that!!!

 

[Skorian]

Hi hazelnuttz

 

[Bluey]

Am thinking that I had a good day yesterday and wish every day could be as good as that.

Am also thinking that am going to make sure that every day is as good as that.

 

[mink]

That was unexpected. And here I am..thinking I'm getting the grips of it.

 

[NeverMore]

Waiting for blood work results is nerve raking...

Phew, the blood work was all clear, the vet says shes likely just afraid of going in the room with the food in it, something must have happened that made her terrified to be in there, can't for the life of me think of anything that could have happened, I'm so relieved it wasn't anything really bad

 

[Kristen]

oh man, do i have to get up and go food shopping?why why why me?
and then cook.....whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
mmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
why the f... do u wanna eat all the f.... time????????huh??????????????do I look like a f.... kitchen to u??????huh?????????????????????


its so cold outside....brrrr
oh, do I see snow?
thanks god , no.


oh, sh.. it is snowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn it

 

[Kristen]

mmm...I was searching for the right mister chocolate for me....and I met him....oh maaan, do I want this cake....
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

so I still gotta go to the store get eggs....

 

[evanescencefan91]

think I can't keep this up for long.
Adolescence sucks.
I've just had the biggest mood swing of my whole f*cking life. I'm going to kill someone, I swear. I'll dig out all the rusty razor blades and go rippety-rip stab stab at anyone that gets in my way. Yup, I'm one hell of a crazy b*tch tonight. Don't f*cking mess with me. But I don't mean that. I'm sorry. Really, I've been a nuisance recently. With my embarrassing posts. Saying all sorts of embarrassing things about myself. I hope you all don't hate me for it, though even I probably would if I were you. I don't blame you. I'm sorry. I think I'm lucky to have avoided that pit of depression I fell in this time last year. I mean, I'm not depressed. I'm a teenager, but I'm not a depressed one. Not by any standards. Seriously, what teenage girl doesn't think about suicide now and then? We all do, don't lie. And I don't mean consider it, we just think about it, as a concept. An idea. Not a future.

I'm sorry qui, I hope you feel better. And I agree For this whole last year i have been so sick of adolence, sure it' seems a little fun at first. But it just gets old 7 years is way too long to be in this shape, it's just the same thing over and over again. Wooh i'm drunk off red bull and not making any sense, I'm snorting pixie stix. haha not funny after the 105th time.

Whats that you love me too and were going to be friends forever? Like I haven't already heard that from 20 random freshmen, oh yes the freshmen say they'll call may be they actually will this time. Oh you were busy thats okay. Blindfolds freshmen and lines them up to the edge of the grand canyon
This is a little trust excersice,
Removes blindfold and pushes freshmen off the ledge
see your death *push* ahhhhhh
and continues down the line
see your death
see your death

keith, don't worry we're cool

really

no, see your death
*push*

but I looked up to youuuuu

no one looks up to me

maybe I watch too much tv, is it too much to want a turk and jd, or a will and grace friendship, one that will be compared to married couples, tehe, is that weird.

so for almost a decade we hang out, and for almost a decade I'm careful as to watch how i say and how i act with i am with everyone. One day i slip, or one day someone starts a rumor about something i did, and I never hear from them again.


I'm sorry i kinda ranted a little too, everyone has muttered to them selves, i wish i was dead on a bad day, we may not mean it, it may just be an expression but it's there.

I hope you feel better qui, being a hormonal female sucks and i have very hormonal genes in my dna, i always try to supress it, but one day i said **** it

My problem is I'm really insecure, and I've about maybe 8 friends in my entire life, so i get very emtinally attached to those friends i do have,which probably isn't a very good idea, i also have a problem with moving on


nevermore I'm glad your pets okay,

ohh cake

 

[NeverMore]

I would eat that cake...hey it could be bluey's birthday cake, how bout that?

I think I can't keep this up for long.
Adolescence sucks.
I've just had the biggest mood swing of my whole f*cking life. I'm going to kill someone, I swear. I'll dig out all the rusty razor blades and go rippety-rip stab stab at anyone that gets in my way. Yup, I'm one hell of a crazy b*tch tonight. Don't f*cking mess with me. But I don't mean that. I'm sorry. Really, I've been a nuisance recently. With my embarrassing posts. Saying all sorts of embarrassing things about myself. I hope you all don't hate me for it, though even I probably would if I were you. I don't blame you. I'm sorry. I think I'm lucky to have avoided that pit of depression I fell in this time last year. I mean, I'm not depressed. I'm a teenager, but I'm not a depressed one. Not by any standards. Seriously, what teenage girl doesn't think about suicide now and then? We all do, don't lie. And I don't mean consider it, we just think about it, as a concept. An idea. Not a future.

Remind me to not get on ur bad side,lol. I know what you mean though, this is the worst part of the year for me by far, the posts I've left in like the past week or so have been really depressing and make me hate myself, so sorry bout all those, but they probably won't stop till the end of February, I'll try my best to remain positive though, I despise this time of year

Whats that you love me too and were going to be friends forever? Oh wow*Pushes narscasitic lying bitch of the edge of the grand canyon* she thinks everyones in love with her
Like I haven't already heard that from 20 random freshmen, oh yes the freshmen say they'll call may be they actually will this time. Oh you were busy thats okay. Blindfolds freshmen and lines them up to the edge of the grand canyon
This is a little trust excersice,
Removes blindfold and pushes freshmen off the ledge
see your death *push* ahhhhhh
and continues down the line
see your death
see your death

keith, don't worry we're cool

really

no, see your death
*push*

but I looked up to youuuuu

no one looks up to me

maybe I watch too much tv, is it too much to want a turk and jd, or a will and grace friendship, one that will be compared to married couples, tehe, is that weird.

so for almost a decade we hang out, and for almost a decade I'm careful as to watch how i say and how i act with i am with everyone. One day i slip, or one day someone starts a rumor about something i did, and I never hear from them again.


I'm sorry i kinda ranted a little too, everyone has muttered to them selves, i wish i was dead on a bad day, we may not mean it, it may just be an expression but it's there.

I hope you feel better qui, being a hormonal femal sucks and i have very hormonal genes in my dna, i always try to supress it, but one day i said **** it

My problem is I'm really insecure, and I've about maybe 8 friends in my entire life, so i get very emtinally attached to those friends i do have,which probably isn't a very good idea, i also have a problem with moving on


nevermore I'm glad your pets okay,

ohh cake

Thanks! Today we put her in the room shes terrified to go in and closed the door, she panicked for a couple minutes then calmed down, then we opened the door after like 30 mins and she didn't run out she just walked out which was a big improvement

Remind me to also not get on your bad side either for fear of finding myself in the bottom of the grand canyon!I love scrubs, sometimes I wonder if friendships like jd and turk really exist..

 

[armor4sleepPA]

I'm glad that she knows. I'm glad she felt somewhat the same way. I hope she is thinking of me... and I hope I never stop feeling this way.