What are you thinking right now?

[evanescencefan91]

I'm afriad to walk across the street and knock on her door, tell her everything that i need to say. i just can't seem bring myself to do it.
Facing the fact that I may have been mean
I think i lost my bitch virginity, it makes me sick to my stomach. I''m terrified of being a bad person, being kind doesn't feel rewarding and it isn't. I'm sick of feeling like I'm just taking everyones crap and my own and just holding on to it, like dump site for everyones emotinal crap, I'm just so emtinoally confused right now. I need a distraction
I'm feeling angry and bitter, i think its from the swithcing of meds.

Should i just leave them alone, maybe they're better off without me

isn't someone missing me?

 

[Kristen]

I think i lost my bitch virginity, it makes me sick to my stomach.

u did?yey
bitch???????hm...should I be happy for u.....or sad??? cause I really wanna be happy

 

[armor4sleepPA]

I can't sleep... I wish I could. I need to be up in five hours, and I can't for the life of me sleep.

 

[Kristen]

in case scenario like this I get stoned with 3 TylenolPMs, the whole next day I'm totally depressed, I wonna kill myself..so I guess taking 1 is enough
when I cant sleep I have to take something cause after sleepless night I cant function the next day.....its 12:15 am right now....or start counting sheep

 

[Lost in the Oilfield]

the moon looks so full... i want to eat it

 

[Kristen]

let me see.....
no moon here....cloudy




my kitchen is a messssssssssss

that pile of dishes...looks life-threatening...it calls my name..looks like it wants to eat me...
aaaaaaaaaaa....noooooooooooooooooooooo

 

[Kristen]

Skorian:
a while ago I found out that most of the over the counter painkillers. Like Tylonal(sp) cause depression side effects? It's well know, but you will never find that on the bottle. No more then the instruction's say is ok. I ran across something that finally gave me an explanation for something I had no idea about up until that time. I really hate the drug manufacturers. They lie and hide so much information.

You ever get a chance research the cholesterol lowering statin drugs. They are a nightmare. Only you will never find that out from a brochure or an advertisement. Some of the worst thing's they do are on none of the literature.

u hate drug manufacturers? I hate all manufacturers


yea, I know about side effects. I had no idea untill recently. Like last month I couldn't sleep for days. So I took 3 ,as I said before, Tylenolpm, I think each pack has 2 capsules or something. Oh my god, next day I was not only feeling like a walking statue--zombie but I was so depressed for no reason. Everything was the same, but I felt hopeless . After taking 1 tyl.pm netx day I'd be tired and sleepy, but 3 really f.... u up. U need to take like a 6 hour nap to snap out of Tylenol coma. lol... ye,ppl, be very careful

 

[Skorian]

Skorian:
a while ago I found out that most of the over the counter painkillers. Like Tylonal(sp) cause depression side effects? It's well know, but you will never find that on the bottle. No more then the instruction's say is ok. I ran across something that finally gave me an explanation for something I had no idea about up until that time. I really hate the drug manufacturers. They lie and hide so much information.

You ever get a chance research the cholesterol lowering statin drugs. They are a nightmare. Only you will never find that out from a brochure or an advertisement. Some of the worst thing's they do are on none of the literature.

u hate drug manufacturers? I hate all manufacturers


yea, I know about side effects. I had no idea untill recently. Like last month I couldn't sleep for days. So I took 3 ,as I said before, Tylenolpm, I think each pack has 2 capsules or something. Oh my god, next day I was not only feeling like a walking statue--zombie but I was so depressed for no reason. Everything was the same, but I felt hopeless . After taking 1 tyl.pm netx day I'd be tired and sleepy, but 3 really f.... u up. U need to take like a 6 hour nap to snap out of Tylenol coma. lol... ye,ppl, be very careful

I shouldn't have said side effects. Since there is no such thing. It's all effects. Everything that happen's, happens for a reason. There are no magic pills that target just 1 part of the body. Though in just a few area's part's do have chemical's that are pretty exlusive there. The body is hit as a whole. Many part's of the body have simularities where the same chemicals and the like are used. Even if for different purposes. Drug's action's on these part's are a large part of where effects (side effects) of thing's come from.

Ok, I also shouldn't say I hate them. They do some good things. Just many not so good things. How can you hate all manufacturers? Everything we own is because it's made somewhere. Including computers.

 

[NeverMore]

Skorian:
a while ago I found out that most of the over the counter painkillers. Like Tylonal(sp) cause depression side effects? It's well know, but you will never find that on the bottle. No more then the instruction's say is ok. I ran across something that finally gave me an explanation for something I had no idea about up until that time. I really hate the drug manufacturers. They lie and hide so much information.

You ever get a chance research the cholesterol lowering statin drugs. They are a nightmare. Only you will never find that out from a brochure or an advertisement. Some of the worst thing's they do are on none of the literature.

u hate drug manufacturers? I hate all manufacturers

Just another example of American corruption and politics getting to where it shouldn't be... You have to think that in the beginning the drug company just wanted to help people but eventually the idea got corrupted and twisted with the idea of making money and now instead of doing proper drug testing before sending new pills into the market, they are rushed out there where people take them and then you see the commercials for lawyers everyday: "If you took _______ call the offices of blah blah blah, for your settlement, you have been wronged and deserve compensation blah blah blah..." Pisses me off if you haven't noticed....

And on a side note, institutions like NASA(not exclusively NASA) dole out grant money not based on what would be best for the advancement of human knowledge, but on what would give them the most media coverage. It's reasons like that that our explorations into space are never going to happen, being crippled here by corruption, by an institute that doesn't work and is fundamentally flawed, but what to do about it? I wish I could line up all of the corrupt people in high up science positions and well.....Kick them into the grand canyon

 

[Skorian]

I'm looking at the users "3 of whom are invisible" and thinking....why would they want to hide?or from who......hmmmmm

*blink* Irony?

 

[Kristen]

I hope

Armor4sleepPA is ok or better, Im worried.....

 

[Skorian]

Why you worried e.m.e.?

 

[Colette]

I'm thinking I should go to sleep.

 

[Qui]

I'm thinking that pokemon is the best game ever invented. Yay for escapism!

 

[Skorian]

Skorian:
a while ago I found out that most of the over the counter painkillers. Like Tylonal(sp) cause depression side effects? It's well know, but you will never find that on the bottle. No more then the instruction's say is ok. I ran across something that finally gave me an explanation for something I had no idea about up until that time. I really hate the drug manufacturers. They lie and hide so much information.

You ever get a chance research the cholesterol lowering statin drugs. They are a nightmare. Only you will never find that out from a brochure or an advertisement. Some of the worst thing's they do are on none of the literature.

u hate drug manufacturers? I hate all manufacturers

Just another example of American corruption and politics getting to where it shouldn't be... You have to think that in the beginning the drug company just wanted to help people but eventually the idea got corrupted and twisted with the idea of making money and now instead of doing proper drug testing before sending new pills into the market, they are rushed out there where people take them and then you see the commercials for lawyers everyday: "If you took _______ call the offices of blah blah blah, for your settlement, you have been wronged and deserve compensation blah blah blah..." Pisses me off if you haven't noticed....

And on a side note, institutions like NASA(not exclusively NASA) dole out grant money not based on what would be best for the advancement of human knowledge, but on what would give them the most media coverage. It's reasons like that that our explorations into space are never going to happen, being crippled here by corruption, by an institute that doesn't work and is fundamentally flawed, but what to do about it? I wish I could line up all of the corrupt people in high up science positions and well.....Kick them into the grand canyon

I have come to realize over the recent year's that a large part of the problem is just leadership. It all come's down from the top. If we could get good elected leadership everything could turn around so quickly... I am convinced. People must be inspired and constantly reminded. We are a strange animal.

I nominate Bush for the worst leader of the year award. Do I hear any seconds?

 

[diamond-dancer]

I feel like the weirdest frickin' person on the planet.

 

[Skorian]

I don't think your weird at all DD.

 

[NeverMore]

I have come to realize over the recent year's that a large part of the problem is just leadership. It all come's down from the top. If we could get good elected leadership everything could turn around so quickly... I am convinced. People must be inspired and constantly reminded. We are a strange animal.

I nominate Bush for the worst leader of the year award. Do I hear any seconds?

Good luck trying to find any good leaders, absolute power corrupts absolutely, they may be awesome at election but give them a couple years at most they will always get just as corrupt...And Bush, I'd like to continue this discussion in the politics thread, don't want to choke this one out with all those thoughts I have more important things to post about here


dd if you think your weird....
I just invented a game called monkey disc, it's played with two of the monkey spinner toys from this happy meal:

You stand one monkey up across the floor and someone else tries to knock it down by shooting discs at it with the other spinner, it's pretty fun I just played two rounds of it won the first round lost the second, it's typically played to 5 points. Ha! can't say I didn't do anything with my life now can I? I invented monkey disc!

^Now that's weird

 

[armor4sleepPA]

Tomorrow I have to grade about 100 midterms... yuck.

 

[evanescencefan91]

at least you don't have to take the midterms,

I'm thinking how watching friends is just making me feel more lonely, it is a funny show though,

I love television, almost as much as i love the internet which i love twice as much as tv because you can wactch tv on the internet! hello!

www.omgitsfriends.com

theres also a site pisoga.com where you can watch a bunch of anime

*sigh*

God bless the internet