What are you thinking right now?

[Minty]

I am thinking that I really must get up at turn down the heater in my office. I am so hot that my face and arms have gone red but I cannot be bothered to stand up....

 

[ladyforsaken]

I can't believe you.. after all that and you just let it all go? I must not have really meant anything to you like you claimed.

So many people are liars. So many people don't keep their words. So many people are disappointing. It's happening more and more as the day goes by.

This is just horrible and I'm pretty much done.

I don't know... Lost in my mind. I need a clear state of mind. Feeling hazy.

Sometimes I wonder if you are just using me. I don't know anymore, but I'm so exhausted from stuff like this I almost don't give a honeysuckle anymore.

I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

Thanks, fairy. I hope you'll feel better soon yourself. *hugs*

:'(

Hope you're doing okay. :\

Okay, things are back on track. Whew.

Glad they are!

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

I can't believe you.. after all that and you just let it all go? I must not have really meant anything to you like you claimed.

So many people are liars. So many people don't keep their words. So many people are disappointing. It's happening more and more as the day goes by.

This is just horrible and I'm pretty much done.

Oh my. Sorry to hear that Lady. *hugs*

 

[ladyforsaken]

*hug* Seal

 

[EveWasFramed]

I can't believe you.. after all that and you just let it all go? I must not have really meant anything to you like you claimed.

So many people don't keep their words. So many people are disappointing. It's happening more and more as the day goes by.

I must agree. Not too many things worse than not keeping your word to someone.

 

[SophiaGrace]

*hug* Seal

I'm here for you, LF. (hug)

 

[Tealeaf]

Do some people just not have the capacity to monitor the volume of their voices indoors? Do they not care about anything other than their conversation as they pass a study area? Am I the only one with any awareness of my surroundings?

 

[SophiaGrace]

Do some people just not have the capacity to monitor the volume of their voices indoors? Do they not care about anything other than their conversation as they pass a study area? Am I the only one with any awareness of my surroundings?

At least Deaf people have an excuse to be loud. They have no idea how they sound.

 

[Tealeaf]

Do some people just not have the capacity to monitor the volume of their voices indoors? Do they not care about anything other than their conversation as they pass a study area? Am I the only one with any awareness of my surroundings?

At least Deaf people have an excuse to be loud. They have no idea how they sound.

Oh, I see them around here, too. They're actually nowhere near as bad. I was talking about people who are obviously not hearing-impaired in any way and have a cell phone pressed to their ear while gabbing away, or who see their friend in the study area and come over to talk in a voice so loud they drown out the sound from my headphones.

 

[SophiaGrace]

I wish I could stop feeling dead inside.

 

[Triple Bogey]

It was the xmas works party last night. Heard all the gossip this morning. One woman was drunk before the meal started and made a fool out of herself. All the women were gooey eyed over some fella. This always happens. I can't think of anything worse. So glad I didn't go.

 

[Erevetot]

thinking how im overthinking again and i need to stop thinking about some things, but the more i think im overthinking and i should stop thinking, the more i keep thinking


i think

 

[Alana]

thinking how im overthinking again and i need to stop thinking about some things, but the more i think im overthinking and i should stop thinking, the more i keep thinking


i think

You remind me so much of myself in saying that. lol I've been told more than once to get out of my own way. It's one of those things that's easier said than done.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

thinking how im overthinking again and i need to stop thinking about some things, but the more i think im overthinking and i should stop thinking, the more i keep thinking


i think

You remind me so much of myself in saying that. lol I've been told more than once to get out of my own way. It's one of those things that's easier said than done.

Makes three of us, huh?

 

[zero]

where do they get such ideas from? (after reading this article )
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[Peaches]

it's like my whole life has been erased to a blank slate, I wish I also had amnesia to forget about it, because this does feel like a major failure

 

[Cavey]

I tried so hard and it was all for nothing. I should have that written on my gravestone...

Edit:

Meh. Just feeling sorry for myself. I hate that. The truth is that I made fresia all effort for years and I forced everyone that cared about me to leave. I'm not bothered if I'm a manic depressive. I'm not bothered that I have OCD. I'm pretty sure I am a higher functioning autistic too... They're still just excuses that I use for treating people like garbage.

I try much harder than I ever did in the past, but I expect so much more from everyone else around me. When they inevitably fail to live up to my expectations, I throw a childish fit, belittle them and attempt to control them. I hate that too. I'm repeating the mistakes of the past.

Everything is piling up on top of me and I feel like I'm struggling to breathe. I hate this rollercoaster...

 

[johnny196775Again]

I appreciate people still using this forum even though i am here.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

I tried so hard and it was all for nothing. I should have that written on my gravestone...

Edit:

Meh. Just feeling sorry for myself. I hate that. The truth is that I made fresia all effort for years and I forced everyone that cared about me to leave. I'm not bothered if I'm a manic depressive. I'm not bothered that I have OCD. I'm pretty sure I am a higher functioning autistic too... They're still just excuses that I use for treating people like garbage.

I try much harder than I ever did in the past, but I expect so much more from everyone else around me. When they inevitably fail to live up to my expectations, I throw a childish fit, belittle them and attempt to control them. I hate that too. I'm repeating the mistakes of the past.

Everything is piling up on top of me and I feel like I'm struggling to breathe. I hate this rollercoaster...

*hugs* Hang in there user 130057.

I appreciate people still using this forum even though i am here.

Well, you're a nice guy to have around.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Oh my God, what an idiot. You're old enough to know that punching people in the mouth isn't the way to solve anything. Fighting just creates something new to complain about. I'd be surprised if you had any children, and I'd be sorry for them if that's what you taught them. "Have a problem? Oh, a punch to the mouth solves it." Uh, no. If you knew how to speak with more words that went beyond four letters, you wouldn't have to fight.