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Alana
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user 130057 said:I tried so hard and it was all for nothing. I should have that written on my gravestone...
It's a positive that you seem able to at least have insight into your situation and how you are. A lot of people never progress that far. You're also trying. We've all made mistakes in the past...there's nothing you can do about that now but to learn from it and be better in the future and I think you will be. Sometimes you do repeat the same mistakes a couple of times but as long as you're taking something from it, you'll be a little closer every time to being the person you want to be.