What are you thinking right now?

[TheRealCallie]

work work work :club:

FINE, I guess I should get started.

 

[PenDragon]

I am, like, the ugliest woman I know...

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!???? Hell no!

 

[ladyforsaken]

I am, like, the ugliest woman I know...

Peaches, you've got such a beautiful soul, it shines out off you physically. If only you could see that for yourself and I wish you would, sooner or later. Be kind to yourself, you've done a lot of good to me and others alike, and that's as beautiful as anyone can be. *hugs*

 

[TheRealCallie]

Seriously, you do this **** all the time and leave me to deal with the fallout. Could you PLEASE start using your brain just a tiny bit and stop caring so mother ******* much about what your whore wants????

 

[user 115627]

This:

 

[lonelyfairy]

^ Haha, same.

I want to become healer... Some kind of healer in the future.

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I am, like, the ugliest woman I know...

You are beautiful, Peaches <3 Inside and out.

 

[itsmylife]

That some habits are just too hard to break.

 

[Wayfarer]

i need to stay awake. Please don't go away..

 

[Peaches]

it's difficult to find a balance and have a conscious life

 

[AmytheTemperamental]

I wish I could draw better eyes

 

[boonieghoul]

I'm thinking about the money that's on its way from a buyer in the states for a boxful of no longer wanted DVDs, the odd job offer I got from a real estate hack to put more of his ads on Kijiji for him, and if I'm responsible for a sale, I get a percent of the sale. I'm also considering how eerie my dreams of late have become ( a shadowy, dark haired woman stares up at me from the street as I sit on the second floor room here, on the computer, and she seems to want me to open the door and let her in. ).

 

[TheSkaFish]

I had a dream this morning that she actually showed up here with me. She said that she left the scum and that I was right, and now she came back for me.

When I woke up and realized it was only a dream, I felt such a sinking feeling. I have been feeling somewhat like garbage all day. It just reminded me of how I'm really torn about this. I really miss our time together, and I miss her. Sometimes I think I should try to get back in touch but I haven't even been able to check the email account I used for talking to her. But I don't think I can forgive her for what she did to me. Even if she came back in real life, even if she started to see me as more than a friend, even if she left that.....I don't even want to talk about it. The fact that it happened at all could never be undone, and it's just too insulting. I was finally able to let go of the seething hatred I had for my childhood bullies - because this angered me so much more that anything they ever said to me became completely insignificant. The opinions of people who never liked me never mattered and therefore could not ever really hurt me. But having someone who used to be close to me turn on me like that really did hurt. It is the greatest insult and indignity I have ever suffered. To forgive that, even if she came back, would be a disgrace.

Sometimes I feel like I should contact her again just to tell her to go to hell.

But I miss her.

 

[kamya]

I had a dream this morning that she actually showed up here with me. She said that she left the scum and that I was right, and now she came back for me.

When I woke up and realized it was only a dream, I felt such a sinking feeling. I have been feeling somewhat like garbage all day.

How many years is this going to last?

 

[Solivagant]

I think I'll skip food today. I just don't want it.

 

[TheSkaFish]

How many years is this going to last?

That was low, you know that?

But thanks for the wise-ass comment about my very real feelings.

 

[kamya]

If that's how you interpret it then go ahead. Whatever helps.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Totally forgot for a minute, but yeah, that would explain it.

 

[PenDragon]

Maybe I should rest a little bit.

 

[Nely Lo]

Today I've got an opportunity to earn some money but I can't because it includes working on cash register in a big center and I'm too scared of people.

 

[mslonely]

Today I've got an opportunity to earn some money but I can't because it includes working on cash register in a big center and I'm too scared of people.

Take it as an opportunity to get out of your comfort zone, what do you have to lose?
All the best, Nely

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I am lazy to do anything. Do have to, really?