What are you thinking right now?

[cheaptrickfan]

OMG, my skin is so tight, red and blotchy still. It must have been an allergic reaction to something. It looks and feels like patchy sunburn.

 

[Danielle]

i am hoping that CTF's skin feels better soon ((HUGS))

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Paradigm shift???
Nah...that would be too peaceful and no fun.
Everybody would be happy and we can't have that now...can we?
Only I can be happy...everyone else can go to hell
That how Jesus felt ya know...That's why he felt pity for us.
Judas knew it...becuase Juses was so fucken boring to hang out with...that's why Judas sold him out.
Not so much to betray Jesus..but to give Juses some fucken excitment, pains and suffering...so Juses would be more appriciative of peace, love and happiness when he gose to heaven.
Jesus grasped it...after the third day god sent him back to earth...just to makesure he was done..done..done.
Jesus said....**** this ****...see you all when I see ya.

hahahaaaaa...
I was reading or listen to some spirtual guru speak..Some of it made sense to me....but until the part at the end.
He bascailly states the once a person or being reaches certain level of god consiousness or perfection...Living on earth becomes too painful for them..
So they transend into another plain. So i was thinking.... errrr what the ****???? dosn't a suicidal person feels the sameway???

 

[evanescencefan91]

My music tastes used to be much more angsty a few years back. However recently I've chilled out a bit. Started listening to some easier rock, some of the better grunge from the 90s.

It's a lot easier on the mind. Whereas angsty and emotional lyrics would have won me over before, I don't really want to deal with those associations anymore. For a long time now I've been listening to mellow rock; RHCP, Pearl Jam, Smashing Pumpkins etc.

And ya I definitely know what you mean about conflict breeding good music. However I've recently (or semi-recently) read Scar Tissue, and it sort of changed the way I look at inspiration. It can strike anywhere suddenly, or develope inside a past experience for years before its ready.

I'd say currently RHCP is my favourite band, and I'm sorry but I'd have to disagree you about the members getting along . In fact in a few of my favourite bands, had the members not been the best of friends they may all be dead right now lol.

Anyway thanks for the post, needed something small to talk about in the wee hours of the morning

hah that's fine for disagreeing I'm just hypothesizing RHCP are good i prefer more of their mellow stuff and i love the smashing pumpkins

thanks for reading and repling though

screw class i saw the president today sweet

just cause Iowa is that ******* cool!! i got a few pictures I'll have to post soon

and dude seriously teabagers it's one thing to protest but it's a whole other thing to start yelling outside my window and 9 in the ******* morning GAH!! you guys just made it personal *******

heh thursdays are just skip days it seems 5 days are too long we should only have class four days a week on thursday I'm tired a nd i still have to through friday only to get 2 days where i have to school work

here's a link for the obama speech

http://www.kcrg.com/

here's the intro [youtube]nofp6F8D1sk[/youtube]




but woot Obama and Iowa

 

[cheaptrickfan]

Ok, well. Nothing like a sucker punch to the emotional gut to liven things up.

 

[evanescencefan91]

*hugs cheaptrick*

oh I'm sorry what happened?

 

[Broken_Doll]

Earlier today, my boyfriend told me that he has cheated on me. I'm thinking about breaking up with him.

 

[loketron]

Earlier today, my boyfriend told me that he has cheated on me. I'm thinking about breaking up with him.

sorry to butt in but....
DO IT! once a cheater, always a cheater.
you dont need that punk!

 

[Broken_Doll]

Next time he calls me, I may just tell him it's over. Things were bad before he cheated and I have enough **** going on in my life at the moment anyway (I've started going to counselling and my doctor thinks I'm getting run down and generally sick because of stress, I was convinced I wanted to kill myself about a month ago. The suicidal thoughts are/were because of things I don't want to discuss, nothing to do with relationships), now I'm fed up with it all.

 

[loketron]

Broken_Doll
tell him its over. shed that motherf%#er like a coat of evilness.
it may be tough if you still have feelings for him, but the sooner
you cut the chord the sooner you can start the healing and begin
worrying about yourself.

message me if you need anything BD. k cool peace

 

[Broken_Doll]

Thank-you loketron. I find it pathetic that I'm still hanging on to the hopes that things will eventually get better...

 

[loketron]

what are you thinking right now?
if i could hug Broken_Doll, i would.

 

[Badjedidude]

I'm sick. -_- Stoopid throat.

----Steve

 

[evanescencefan91]

oh I'm sorry badjedi dude I've hear that's been going around get some rest and drink some oj I've also heard that honey tea helps

******* **** studying though I'm sure to regret it tomorrow

why do I feel depressed? I don't really know why i just do, strange

it's general policy of mine never to study when feeling depressed i fear the stress would escalate the negative emotions to a dangerously frantic state

i feel lonely

 

[jbates]

it's general policy of mine never to study when feeling depressed i fear the stress would escalate the negative emotions to a dangerously frantic state

Good policy, I've got an exam coming up on Monday actually. Sometimes if I'm really not feeling so good just thinking about the exam is enough to choke me up. Suffice to say I can get pretty frantic as well lol

I feel pretty depressed and quite lonely right now too.

 

[Badjedidude]

oh I'm sorry badjedi dude I've hear that's been going around get some rest and drink some oj I've also heard that honey tea helps

Thanks, I might try that.

----Steve

 

[TheWickedOne]

Dunkin Donuts extra-large coffee is the best thing EVER.

 

[Samuel]

I wanted to socialise more, tonight, after selling raffle tickets for the firies. I rang a mate, but no reply, hasn't called me back. So it's 10.32pm and I'm here again. On a bit of a dower now

Works been a bit **** lately, but I am trying to take it with a grain of salt and not take it to heart. Late nights don't help.
I think it will be quite better after a good sleep, thank good it's Friday night.

Haven't seen Carla in chat (Samba101) Must be keeping occupied

Any many other thought's *sigh* :\

 

[evanescencefan91]

*hugs samual*I don't know why i feel depressed


school stress, must be school be resuming i know sometimes i feel like this this time of year i feel depressed in the winter but i attribute it too sad and i say i'll feel better in the spring so i get on with it, now i can't find my excuse

i couldn't even get out of bed this morning to make it to class I'm not sure if I'll make it to my afternoon class

*sighs*

the hard thing about emotions is they feel like they will last forever though i know they will not

i remeber rat from pearls before swine things will get better than worse again losl very true rat very true

life is just a whack amole game of issues and problems


i'm hungry but i don't know if i can get out of bed

 

[Lonesome Crow]

hahahaaaaaa...

She's such a tease, I swear. Sitting on her high chair with her legs open then called me over to look at whatever, playing dumb.
Had me in between her legs..then of course she's gotta lift up her shirt and play with her belly button ring.